Without language, is there consciousness? To me there only seems to be awareness and memory. Memory, which is the back catalogue of moments of awareness. I had so much space and silence inside me on the drive home. My body feels so still and aligned. When I move I have constant ideas or complete awareness. When I come to communicate either experience, it seems so insignificant, ephemeral, small, compared to the sensation inside me. It is hard writing about language. But when the concepts flow through me it seems so obvious and simple. Can language capture the experience of awareness? How can “nothing” be so full of everything. Everything is nothing. In nothing is everything. To feel everything without language is nothing. It is vast space. Silence. Comfort. Euphoria. Contentment. Awareness. It is that what is right now, is enough. It is more than enough. It is over flowing. It… Read More "Language Consciousness"
I’ve been going down a track on YouTube, my new special interest, of reaction and red pill videos. People who were liberal, progressive or woke and have seen the light. The light, they are finding, is called being red pilled. Moving towards a conservative, right wing, world view. I have been going through this process myself for a couple of years. My panic and fear at the direction the world was going, the reality of its current awfulness, the immense problems in all people, systems, experiences, everything ever that has been, is wrong, and it debilitated me. I wound up in bed for days and even weeks, for years. I felt like I was the only person in the world that could see the amount of reality in the world, that felt the pain and awfulness of every moment for every person. Even if people seeeem to be happy, if… Read More "Red Pilled"
There is a reason I speak about things. I know. From experience. First hand. Many more truths than you can comprehend. Unless you too have the same quantity and quality of first hand experiences, you have absolutely nothing to say, or offer me. I’ll add your data to my information pool, but it won’t change anything I have to say, or disprove anything I have done and know. You are nothing. You are a point in an expansive data set that is my brain. So if you want to scream your differeing opinion or attack me about how I’m wrong, link me to your 15 years of writing, research and relevant experience, or set up your own platform and articulate your points, create, cause you cannot effect what I make or do, your experience of the world is up to you. I see your projection and low IQ takes. You… Read More "If you Haven’t…then Don’t Fucking Speak To Me"
Testing using this off line. When I’m done ovulating I am in the perfect brain to get shit done. Do website. Write. Ovulation is free to be a sexy rebel. connect to body. Enjoy being horny. Generate balance and grace. Period is whatever I want. No socials. Post period, direct. Percolate. Look but don’t talk. Pre period. Delete social media. Walk. Move. Travel. Drive. Brain storm ideas. Read More "Today Tuesday 17th October"
Watch on Archive / BitChute / LBRY / Minds / YouTube or Download the mp4 What was World War One about? How did it start? Who won? And what did they win? Now, 100 years after those final shots rang out, these questions still puzzle historians and laymen alike. But as we shall see, this — Read on www.corbettreport.com/wwi/ Read More "The WWI Conspiracy – The Corbett Report"
Out with Kitty and Bussy for a reset after my trip to England. A bit lost in life. But finding myself in the spaces. A lot of my struggles can be relieved by soothing my body. Letting it relax, expand, dropping fight or flight responses. Only then can I find the freedom in my humanity. Read More "In the Bus"
How come you’re allowed to blaspheme but you can’t say anything antisemitism?! How come “they” get their own rules and get mad at everyone for way less blasphemy than committed against other religions all the time. Just talking about “them” is called antisemitism. Read More "They"
If you are disconnected from, or deny your body, you will never get to experience, understand or even comprehend the true human experience. It does not matter how much you master your mind, understand language and comprehend complex ideas, you can never know what it is to be human until you master your body. You master your mind, to free your inner child, the witness. But unless you fix the muscle, sinews, tendons, facia and skin in-between the inner child and outer self, you cannot know what it is like for that inner child to truly run free in reality. The body, is no mind. It is no language. It is no narrative. It is no words. It is the cat, lying in the sun, reveling in the experience of existing in its physical body. There is no future. There is no past. There is only the body. The only… Read More "The Mind Alone Cannot Produce Effective Solutions"
Words are nothing. They do not represent reality. They are noises that have been ascribed meaning. And then over the years, judgment and value have been placed on words. The idea that some words are unspeakable or some ideas are hate, chills me to the bone. i can, and will, always say what I want, what I think, what I see. Any laws around speech in America are related to intent, not words said. You cannot prove intent. We do not live in the minority report. It is a violation of our human born freedoms to criminalize the interpretations of someones pre emptive actions. Until the crime is commited, there is no way to be sure the perpetrator would have gone through with it. If you can arrest someonbe for intent, then arrest every single human. Intent isnt action. Words are intent, or action. Words are sounds. Action is action.… Read More "Free Speech Absolutism"
Sex on a Cycle? | Psychology Today So where does this leave us? Studies of the relationship between sexual desire, coitus and menstrual cycles in women have yielded variable results. This is only to be expected, as multiple confounding factors are involved, including initiation of sexual activity by one or other partner, a rebound effect following abstinence during menstruation, and use of oral contraceptives. Some studies have reported a peak in sexual motivation and/or actual coitus approximately coinciding with mid-cycle and hence with the likelihood of ovulation. But most studies have failed to identify a clear mid-cycle peak. The underlying assumption has been that hormonal changes over the cycle may influence sexual motivation. However, most studies did not include hormonal monitoring, so ovulation time has often been only approximately inferred. Overall, it is possible to recognize a general trend across many studies in which female sexual motivation shows a peak… Read More "Re:Wilding:Sex"
In most cases family is better for a child than the state. Many feminists on the left see the state as a benevolent parent, I do not. Why would anyone give their child to be guided by the state? Why is asking questions about that so enraging for these busy “feminists”? https://twitter.com/ThePosieParker/status/1633799220200108034 Read More ""
Ellen Highwater KPSS WRN 💙 💚🤍💜🦖🦕🐐 on Twitter: “A thread in response to Jordan Gray’s piece in @Independent for #IWD2023. Let’s just unpick some of Jordan’s philosophical musings on what a woman is 1/19 #IWD2023 #IWD23” / Twitter — Read on twitter.com/HighwaterEllen/status/1633482374775205888 Read More "Ellen Highwater KPSS WRN 💙 💚🤍💜🦖🦕🐐 on Twitter: “A thread in response to Jordan Gray’s piece in @Independent for #IWD2023. Let’s just unpick some of Jordan’s philosophical musings on what a woman is 1/19 #IWD2023 #IWD23” / Twitter"
This Confused Girl Says “Like” 1 Million Times…but She’s Not Wrong https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aK2Txz1PoaA Read More ""