Trip Mom – A tour Manager for your boys vacation in Vegas.
15th May, 2016 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Dont let the Mom part scare you off. Im not here to tell you what do not do on your wild weekend in Vegas, infact the very opposite. Trip Mom is here to look after you and your boys on your messy trip to Vegas. Dont worry about who has got what tickets to what, whos lost their phone, dont be left wandering why you walked 2 miles just to get an In-and-Out burger, or feeling swindled by all the clubs who seem to just wanna take money from
Art 19th February 2017
19th February, 2017 Art, Autobiography
I have decided its time to start making art again. I realised it is the best way for me to be me. It is why i am me. It is who i am. I can say what i want, how i want. After art school i didnt make anything. I had nothing to make art about. At goldsmiths i was able to fly against the traditions of their art course and students. But as soon as that need to rebel was gone i had nothing left use as fuel for
14th May, 2017 Art, Autobiography, Sexual Theory
i want to be a sex professional. i want to help people with any sexual queries they may have and come up with sexual solutions to their problems. i want to help couples who aren’t sexually compatible be happy, practically and conceptually. i want to help people reach their sexual goals and fantasies. i want to teach people who want to know more, about sexual acts, naked confidence, sexual exploration and the ways it can all improve your general confidence and well being. i want to help people not feel ashamed about sex, sexuality and
Task based personal assistant.
14th November, 2017 Art, Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
I live in a small bus, on my own. I love the independent life. But sometimes you just need another person. Whether it is for company, an extra pair of hands on a task, doing something you can’t or don’t like to do, taking care of things you dont have time for or even someone to just accompany you when you dont want to go somewhere alone, an extra person can make all the difference. I am that extra person. I have a ridiculously varied and
Lets Talk About Sex
24th November, 2017 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
Why can’t we talk about sex? Some people may say that there is no need to have a public conversation and space for Sex, that it is a private matter between the two consenting adults partaking and that it is crass or vulgar to talk about graphically. I believe, however, that it is something that urgently needs bringing out of the darkness and into the light. Sex is something almost all of us do in our lifetimes. We don’t all do it all the time, some of us do it more than others. Some do it every
Deep Thought = Legitimate Work
22nd December, 2017 Art, Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Deep thought as deep work. Deep thought as legitimate work. Deep thought and it’s productivity in relation to my writing. In order to be a great writer you must have great ideas. And to get great ideas you usually need to spend time thinking about ideas and their possibilities and pursuing different ideas. Many great artists have and still do sequester themselves away from Soceity and often civilization in order to create. Most people do not have the luxury of prolonged periods of deep thought. However due to the unusual lifestyle I’ve lead over the past
dont tread on me
09th January, 2018 Autobiography, Bus Life, Evolving Humanimal, Mental Health
living in america is a constant onslaught of things, people and ideas that threaten who i am. i face a daily barrage of situations and events that make me question everything about the world i live in and what i thought i knew and what i think of as right or wrong. the people and the places are so diverse that it has created infinite differences in each person. no two people experience any one thing the same. im sat here in starbucks. a busy one. and a fat old white man in the corner
30th September, 2018 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Always remember when you are listening to me, try to follow my meaning. It’s difficult, but you have to try. In that very trying you will get out of your meanings. Slowly, slowly a window will open and you will be able to see what I mean. Otherwise there is going to be confusion: I say something, you hear something else.- Osho, Love, freedom, aloneness: the koan of relationships.
Writing About Writing
11th October, 2018 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
I have to write something as I have ages to kill while I wait for things to back up on my phone. I have a few things Ive been thinking of writing: A Bus Sex SeriesThe Nature of a Promiscuous Woman – I have not slept with a lot of men because I have fallen for a lot of mens shit. I have slept with a lot of men because I chose to sleep with them. They are my conquests. I am not theirs.CyclesIntimacyThe Body and female
Dogs In Hats Playing Poker And Smoking
14th October, 2018 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, The Body
So the best analogy I have come up so far about the nature of humans as animals is that between humans and dogs. There are a variety of species of dogs, some more trainable than others, some more domesticated, some wilder, some are still wild and undomesticated, some are so over bred that hinders their quality of life. There is a spectrum of dogs from most over bred, least capeable, efficient, undog like domesticated dogs, to wild dogs born free and never domesticated. And then there are wolves. That cannot be domesticated. I
without sex i am nothing.
21st June, 2019 Autobiography, Mental Health, Sex Work, Sexual Theory
without sex i am nothing. i am sat in the library crying cause my body is aching to be touched so badly. Its all ive wanted for the longest time now, like a month. is to just spend time in bed with someone. to feel my skin on someone. to have sex over and over. to be held. and touched. to kiss someone. to have someone touch me like they love my body and what it can do. i feel sick right now.. its so painful i want to vomit. its entirely all
This Is Americaaaaa
04th September, 2019 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Mental Health
I wanted to write about lonliness but i just got so angry and hate every one that i dont think I can. I am at walmart for the night and this fucking cunt just parked next to me in this junk old rig and left their noisy ass engine running which then reminded me that the same junk ass looking rv woke me up at 5 o fucking clock the other day by having the same earth shaking, piece of shit engine running for half an hour. at 5 o fucking clock. how
i cant take it any more
01st October, 2019 Autobiography, Sex Work, Sexual Theory
I just cant take it any more. Reading things about prostitution and sex work. About whether it should be legal, whether its exploitation, workers horror stories, bad business practices, sex trafficking and all the other bullshit used to suppress the acceptance of our need to access sex. This is a fucking health crisis. And more than that for me, its a personal crisis. I cant take it any more. I am a sex worker. I am a prostitute. I am a independent woman in charge of my own life. And i desperately want and need my
17th December, 2019 Autobiography, Sexual Theory
Conceptual sex Taking the masculine role work concept real life sex concept work male role, setting boundaries, trying to avoid problemactic languare and scenarios, not performing patriachal female stereotypes – aesthetically or behaviourally wearing no make up hairy taking control showing myself off rather than like giving a twirl for approval not answering things
Performative Sex…A ReWorking
22nd December, 2019 Autobiography, Sexual Theory
I had a problem with my essay on Perfomative Sex pretty much since I wrote it. It was too basic. Too similar to scripts currently being acted out sexually. Too close to a woman having to show off and perform for a man like she already does. I didnt quite capture the essense of the concept I was trying to share. After a sexual experience last week I was given the insight I needed to clarify this and expand upon it. Maybe even tear it up all together.
14th February, 2020 Art, Autobiography, Sex Work
As a sex worker and a artist, my sex work is my art and my art is my sex work. How can it be seperate? How can anyone know that everything I do in my sex work has a artistic, intentional concept, when that concept is to be a sex worker being authentically myself? Where does the work stop and the art begin? How can I be focusing on my art when I need it as work to make me money to survive in the world? Its kind of like a artist having to make
18th May, 2020 Autobiography, Mental Health
Shut Down For Good
30th May, 2020 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
January 26th 2021
26th January, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, The Body
The universal human animal. We aren’t all unique and individual. There is a universal animal under all of us. That should be the guiding force Life isn’t long enough to get to know yourself and your environment and your interactions with the ever changing environment let alone all the stupid domesticated human shit.
27th January, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
If race was such a issue in America, why aren’t they talking about Latinos? Why is race a black issue? Why are white supremacists rife in Latinos? Cause it’s a culture war. Not a race issue. Black American culture is redneck shit. It’s the lowest common denominator.
Ive Fixed How To End Capitalism! Lol
27th January, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
I’ve fixed ending Capitalism! Stop all new production now. We have enough of everything. If we knew that everything that exists is all there is, we would treat it differently. Lots of jobs would disappear. Money wouldn’t be nessersary as all utilities are free. Limits obviously. Learn how to fix, re use and repurpose everything. And as people settle into having more time, new human priorities would emerge. And communities and systems could be built around that Grow food Anyone who
The bubble is metal. The inside is a mirror.
28th January, 2021 Autobiography, Mental Health
The body is the answer
31st January, 2021 Autobiography, The Body
The body is the answer. It’s the one thing we all have in common. It’s can cut through everything. Fix the human body and you start fixing everything. From the intense and personal and minute and global One universal message. How to use the body.
Social Media Sharing on Streamate.
08th February, 2021 Autobiography, Sex Work
it seems like the rule was in place since before all our lives were online. it just seems silly now to not be able to share social media or other things we do that arent involving pay walls or charging for things. it would actually help the traffic on streamate if models were allowed to actually build a offline presence with their fans. ive been doing this ten years. men dont go out their way to find you after their boner is gone and dont until their next boner there, and if you
21st February, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Jeasus fucking Christ. Why does anyone even talk about national debt?!!! Debt to who?!! It’s not fucking real.
Do You Work Out?
12th March, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, The Body
I am a very active person but I would say no if someone asked if I exercised. And I think this is part of the mindset that helps me be so active!!! I have found ways I enjoy moving my body. I used to swim, gym, lift, run, yoga, meditate. I dropped all formal movement practices and moved into my own body. I love free dance and free stretching, and walking is my mental health life saver. I also like functional fitness,
Moving Like Animal
12th March, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, The Body
Ok so this is one of my special interests, so I’m sorry for the info dump. and it not being a specific tip, but I got excited!!! I’m more motivated to move now more than I ever have been because I stopped trying to exercise, stopped thinking of doing a set event where I’m focused on getting fitter or thinner or stronger! Instead I have found ways I enjoy playing and moving in my body that I always enjoy and trying to move more in general. I free dance/move around super weird. I
13th March, 2021 Autobiography, The Body
ive shaped my body and mind from the outside in. and been uncomfortable now im finding out what is comfortable and seeing who that makes me on the outside
WOMEN…The Majority is WOMEN!
13th March, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism
Minorities won’t have equality until the majority have equality!!!!
RadFems and Porn
03rd April, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Sex Work, Sexual Theory
It’s so weird that rad fems blame the porn industry for porn culture. When porn and prostitution have always existed. The problem isn’t porn. It’s the MAINSTREAM commodifying porn imagery. This is cause sex is so suppressed that masses enabled porn to spill over in to the mainstream. Instead. Let’s make porn and Sex work the way to show people how female led sex is and can be!!!! That is what I do every day.
Does Dick Size Matter?
04th April, 2021 Autobiography, Sex Work
if they want to perpetuate the stupidity of the effectiveness of a dick being a number of inches then ill play into their insecurities about the size of their dicks or I sell them on my opinion of dick quality being not just a number and tell them to take me excl to find out more!!! or if im being sassy ill just laugh.
Trust the Science?
26th April, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
I’m not entirely sure why any science people say something is definite cause they always have to correct it. Check the replication crisis. Or any documentary…”previously science thought xyz. Now they discovered it’s abc”. It’s a pretty huge human ego issue thinking they know anything for sure when we are such a insignificant blip in the universe. As if some people think they can make sense of it
Forming My Karen Opinion
18th May, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Feminism, Mental Health
I really think “karen” is just another way to silence angry women. Oh no. Someone is demanding good service cause they are sick and tired of being fucked over, and over and over. And one day you snap. And everyone attacks. Instead of wandering why she snapped. Women are so fucked over that a woman expressing her anger is seen as something awful.
Sex Work Dynamic
22nd May, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Sex Work
Its really upsetting that women cant hear about how I can control the dynamic in the sex work act. They cannot even comprehend that at woman isnt there to be used by a man.That a woman can control a sexual room. The enduring narrative of the brothels was that no matter how the dudes presented in the waiting room, they turned into little puppies in the bedroom. I must have some kind of way with men that has enabled me to handle this work in a way I havent heard from anyone else.
Why Me? What Do I Know?
23rd May, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Sex Work, The Body
I want to let everyone know I exist. Because my story is unique. I’ve intentionally lived my life that way. To learn things and see things in my own way. I cant pin down the earliest date I realized the whole world was made up. But I do know that by the age of 9, Blur was my favorite band and I knew I never wanted to be a part of the rat race. Growing up is a scam. Modern
25th May, 2021 Autobiography, Mental Health
Document coming off medication and how insane I am and how extreme the world would have to change for my reality to fit.
Weed Women Kicked Me Out So I Made My Own Place
25th May, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Gender Critical
Welcome ladies. I have made this space for the few women who I feel very safe and comfortable around from the entwives server. I am missing the original VC vibes we had, and have heard similar from some of you. The social element of my autism and co morbidities are so debilitating that I have to be aware of my limits with most people and not afraid to set up a space that works for me. You are the first women Ive connected to in years and I dont want to loose the
26th May, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Does anyone struggle with weeding/control of nature for human aesthetics? I’m renting and I have to tell my landlord I can’t clear out the wilderness around my mailbox!!! There are so many lady birds and pretty flowers there.
Ideas Of Things To Write
28th May, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory, The Body
write up some of the sex scenarios i do at work to demonstrate feminist sex how i work and how it is female/perforner first practical run throughs of sex run throughs of how to own the room and how to not let a man use your body arguments against rad fem positions how what i do and how i see it being transferable to be a industry standard why is sex female Black Lives Dont Matter. There is no need for Pride. Feminism is Fucked. I dont care about FGM. Everyone is already aware of mental health. I am not positive about fat bodies or disfuntion. I dont care about which political party is in power. I dont care about any of these individual things. Cause everything is fucked. And everything is inextricably linked. Everything has unintended consequences that cause more problems when you fix issues individually. Everything is fucked. From the way we structure family, have relationships, parent,
Different layers of perception.
02nd June, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
Nothing is good or bad. Everything just is. Reality. Living in the present. Feeling joy just at existing in my body. I am a human animal.
Gender Non Conforming, Never Gender Fluid.
11th June, 2021 Autobiography, Gender Critical
I relate, but as a old feminist, Gender non conforming is the decades old name for it. And what I am. Instead of saying I move through constructed genders, I reject all notions of gender. I don’t perpetuate the stereotypes by saying what I am or am not. Cause if I were to say xyz makes me this or that gender, or gender fluid, then I would be maintaining the concept of gender, not abolishing it all together. Thus I would be condemning others to what I say I am not, while I
Keeping Myself Entertained
01st October, 2021 Autobiography, Sex Work
I talk a lotttt but I am notttt there for conversation with people in free chat. I monologue. If they want to converse they can go exclusive. I find it easier to talk to myself than other people though and don’t mind seeming weird. All about me is my vibe. If someone thinks I’m talking to have a conversation with them, a stranger, for free, I entertain for a few mins then let them know I wasn’t actually looking to converse about what they want and to go exclusive if they have any
The narrative that men dont express their emotions cause society says they cant, but actually its ok for men to have emotions, has been going on for so long its become a excuse for men to not work on their experience of the world or take responsibility for their actions.
05th October, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Mental Health
12th October, 2021 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
its time to start writing about how to write again. i am feeling the need to output creativity but am not sure how Its not competition that drives humans Its our ability to adapt to the environment and each other.. less competition. Get along with more environments and more people. Easy going people not, competitive. its only scarcity that causes competition homeostasis
BDSM, Power Play and Sexual Reality
07th November, 2021 Autobiography, Feminism, Sexual Theory
As a actual dominant human woman and not a performative domme, i know its not men taking the dominant role all the time. As a 20 year feminist writer, 10 year sex worker and a tantric practitioner I know sex isnt always just PIV. The inclusion on power dynamics, that there even is a dom and sub when it comes to sex, is ingrained patriarchal and socialized conditioning. Power, violence, and psychological play have been injected into the modern definition of sex and kink by men and taken on
09th December, 2021 Autobiography, Sex Work
Why doesn’t our reports go straight to the right people? It seems a very complex system of getting our experience as performers to anyone who has any control over anything. It’s very concerning that multiple performers will report a glitch and tech will not even know there is a problem. Any chance we could get some transparency with the structure of the system and why anyone we contact seems oblivious to our experience/problems with the site?
18th January, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism
22nd January, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
02nd February, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
11th February, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism
Is a slur to keep white women, who are sick of the patriarchy forcing them to be quiet about everything and finally got the balls to say something, in their place. In her rage at finally speaking, she is a woman who says the wrong thing and over reacts as most of the time, its a moment where the straw has broke the camels back, and she is speaking her mind for the first time. How dare she?! Fucking Karen. Women cant be angry, or aggressive when she is sick of shit. That’s
Sexually Awakened Women
22nd February, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism, Sexual Theory
22nd February, 2022 Autobiography, Mental Health
23rd February, 2022 Feminism, Mental Health
03rd March, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, The Body
08th March, 2022 Art, Evolving Humanimal
24th March, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism, Sexual Theory
Could Osho/Tolle Handle This?
08th April, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Mental Health, Sex Work
How Good Sex Could Be
18th April, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
Trying. Trying To Do A Proper Video.
01st May, 2022 Art, Autobiography, Gender Critical
Tinder Bio Advice For Guys
05th May, 2022 Autobiography, Sexual Theory
Here you go. When I was deep into the daily scroll, this is the information I would have liked to see, to get a real vibe of someone and not waste time!!! Tinder bio advice: A few examples of what you like, but with range; ie, “Im into dirtbikes, [podcast/tv/media interest], [other activity]. A idea of what youre looking for: ie Just looking/New to this/Im looking for something casual/I love going on dates/I am ready for a relationship/I’m looking for the one….written in
Lex Fridman & Michael Malice Get Me
06th May, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
08th May, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Mental Health
We aren’t as resilient as previous generations and the less resilient we become, the less resilient the future generations become. Currently resilience is either taught through abuse, or neglect. Through being a hard ass parent and forcing you to be resilient, which builds resentment. The other way is through neglect, like with me. You learn resilience through not having any skills and then being traumatized and having to learn resilience. Not enough people are taught how to be resilient in a healthy way. It should be standard parenting practice. Our bodies and minds
09th May, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
Childrens/youth softness of mind is cause of inactivity of the body.Kids who played outside were more physically and mentally resilient.Protect the body and the mind is fearful.
09th May, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
left and right is just different ways of looking at the world Free speech Its exciting to challenge core beliefs Exhilarating Fear of the power of language to corrupt the masses – left right – worries that actions will corrupt the masses. Interesting development in free speech could define where I need to live Will free speech or protected speech produce the fastest progress?
Sex Workers Should Help Fix Problematic Sex
19th May, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal
https://jamesclear.com/first-principles Elon Musks’ “3-Step” First Principles Thinking: How to Think and Solve Difficult Problems Like a Genius In layman’s terms, first principles thinking is basically the practice of actively questioning every assumption you think you ‘know’ about a given problem or scenario — and then creating new knowledge and solutions from scratch. Almost like a newborn baby.On the flip side, reasoning by analogy is building knowledge and solving problems based on prior assumptions, beliefs and widely held ‘best practices’ approved by majority of people.People
Elon Musk Defense
20th May, 2022 Art, Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
Yes All Men, But…
20th May, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
Yes all men but not blame all men. As women all we can do is figure out what we need, And how to get our needs met. We can ask men for their part in meeting their needs. At the same time men need to be doing the same, finding their unifying maleness and what they need, from first principles. And share their needs and ask for our part in that. And see how they
The Agony Of Gender Woo In Schools
21st May, 2022 Feminism, Gender Critical
Personality IS NOT gender!
21st May, 2022 Feminism, Gender Critical
First Principles of Human Sexuality Research
22nd May, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory, The Body
THE PONTIFICAL COUNCIL FOR THE FAMILYTHE TRUTH AND MEANINGGuidelines for Education within the FamilyLove and Human Sexuality 10. Man is called to love and to self-giving in the unity of body and spirit. Femininity and masculinity are complementary gifts, through which human sexuality is an integrating part of the concrete capacity for love which God has inscribed in man and woman. “Sexuality is a fundamental component of personality, one of its modes of being, of manifestation, of communicating with others, of feeling, of expressing
Controversial Theory On Sex And Gender In 2022
22nd May, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, Feminism, Gender Critical
White Pill Sex
06th June, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory
White Pill Sex First Principles Sex My core idea: The possibilitiy of how life could be if we took away the narratives of sex and sexuality. To be the example of how to enjoy sex and life, free of these narratives. Sex is a bodily funtion Female vulnerability
Embodied – What Do I Mean?
07th June, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
Animalism (Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy)Among the questions to be raised under the heading of “personal identity” are these: “What are we?” (fundamental nature question) and “Under what conditions do we persist through time?” (persistence question). Against the dominant neo-Lockean approach to these questions, the view known as animalism… Mind Body Debate – Dualism vs Monism | Simply PsychologyBy Dr. Saul McLeod, updated 2018 7 famous philosophers explain what it means to be humanWhat does it mean to be
Sperm Competition Research
07th June, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory, The Body
Is the decreace in fertility of men cause women arent having as many partners? Less sperm competition. Selection on female remating interval is influenced by male sperm competition strategies and ejaculate characteristics – PubMedFemale remating rate dictates the level of sperm competition in a population, and extensive research has focused on how sperm competition generates selection on male ejaculate allocation. Yet the way ejaculate allocation strategies in turn generate selection on female remating rates, which ultimatel… https://od.lk/s/NjlfMjQ5MTI2MTRf/2022-06-09%2011-54-10.mp4
The Movement Body
10th June, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
Movement Dance Body Community Clubbing Community is physical presence of other humans Animal Love is how we feel to other animals. All human animals. Cause we are the same animal. And it is the biological reality that keeps us connected and wanting to be physically part of a community, family and relationship We’ve lost dancing. We’ve lost
My Body. My Responsibility
24th June, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism, The Body
The Abortion Fallacy
01st July, 2022 Autobiography, Feminism, The Body
Oh noooooo. Roe V Wade has fallen. Women aren’t whole people. Women will die. Women will be forced gestators. Abortion is banned. Ectopic pregnancy or miscarriage will get you arrested. Abortion rights are human rights. My body My choice. Women can never be equal without access
23rd August, 2022 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, social body
Don’t be left or right. Be human. No right or wrong. Just what is best. It’s best to have discipline but also fun. Dialectic to elevate. Use plant medicine to expand your brain, not run from it. Know thy body. Be intimate with who you want. But having a family matters. Celebrate being a family. Community should be a positive.
Religion, God and The Human Body
19th September, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, The Body
Free Will And Self Sufficiency
24th October, 2022 Art, Autobiography, Bus Life, Evolving Humanimal, Feminism, Life, Mental Health, Sex Life, Sex Work, social body, The Body, The Wild
A Simple Structure For Being Human In Modern Society.
09th November, 2022 Evolving Humanimal
The Body Is The Key To What We Experience Reworking Our Relationship With Sex And Its Place In Society And Culture Roles and The Freedom Within Community – Worship – Song – Dance – Service Power to The People Politically
23rd December, 2022 Evolving Humanimal, Sexual Theory, The Body
The majority of people hate their bodies. They hate their sexed animal body. They hate their innate drives. They hate how little control they have over their bodies. They hate the difference between their minds and their bodies. They hate how they are judged for their bodies. They hate carrying a meat sack around. Enlightenment so far has been thought of as mental, spiritual, out of body, higher, escaping physical reality, male. That is why no one has achieved a state of being akin to enlightenment or godliness.
18th January, 2023 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Mental Health
Im trying to adjust my pace to reality. Slow down. No immediate news, updates, other people. Just me. My thoughts. Me enjoying reality as it is, not just feeling good cause I’m isolating and controlling. Always remembering the bigger picture. The chance of being alive for this moment in infinity. 90s pace. Cause I fucking love tv. But books. And music. Stay in my body. Write what I know deeply. No need to be responding to the stuff that is intentionally spread to diss tract and control.
Don’t take offense, half the country is on meth.
19th January, 2023 Art, Evolving Humanimal, social body
Happy Childless, If Not For The Others…Mothers.
04th February, 2023 Autobiography, Evolving Humanimal, Feminism, social body
https://twitter.com/ChrisWillx/status/1621931609850249216?s=20&t=pztCXvxCuXq3sm_NuxBJMg This is just more proof for me as to why I don’t get on with most people. Most women. I am so different from the majority in all major factors, so add them all up and I really am rare in my perspective and experience on this planet. In terms of women who think the same as me re children, I am the same as the 10% of women who don;t want children who havent had them. Most women who haven’t had them, want them. I cannot
Subsistance Sex Workers.
21st April, 2023 Sex Work
As career sex worker I have a lot of info on this. The majority of sex workers are subsistance workers. They earn as much as any other average job. They earn more than Starbucks workers and less than lawyers. They are stay at home moms. They are women will mental or physical disability. They are nomads. They are artists, writers, students. They have 2,3 or 4 jobs. They are EXACTLY like every other subsitance worker in this country and I guarantee everyone knows at least one. As MOST sex workers NEVER come out.
Women Are Still Fucked
23rd April, 2023 Feminism, social body
I have got a lot to sort out and put in order in relation to my realisation that we clearly do still need feminism or some kind of womens rights, cause of everything from Andrew Tate, to Dana White hitting his wife, to shaming women in the gym for feeling threatened, or all the other litany of examples. Feminism shit. Feminism is shit. Everyone hates it. It has done more harm than good. Well, not entirely. It got women equal rights, in law, and
A man saying “good for you” to a woman who just got fake tits is peak dystopian for me today. Fuck her. Fuck him. How long will it take for women to stop hating their bodies?!
From Sex To Superconciousness
18th May, 2023 Autobiography, Sexual Theory
22nd May, 2023 Evolving Humanimal, social body
I am constantly trying to create more than I destroy. It is so easy to be distainful. Its so much more pleasurable to support. Contribute good ideas instead of critique, no matter how good you think that critique is.
As I comb through my archives, I want to talk about things that arise that I have never put into words. Especially around my physical body. Moving right now and seeing what used to terrify me. Seeing the past me with the kinder eyes of now and with the wisdom from the deeper understanding of my body and my experience of being a human.
the degnereation of ideas
22nd May, 2023 Evolving Humanimal, social body
All good ideas fail once filtered through the low IQ masses.
22nd May, 2023 Mental Health, The Body
I take in so much information through my senses. I am currently wearing my headphones on full blast and it is like a soothing massage of the brain. Helping me focus. Reducing my hypervigilance. Lifting my mood. Keeping me moving. Keeiping ideas flowing. Keeping me level, light. I haven’t really done this before!!!! I use headphones out the house. I used to resent having to wear headphones in the house to drown out my neighbours. So havent had this enlightening experience will all encompasing sound in the house. Its joy. It will solve