it seems like the rule was in place since before all our lives were online. it just seems silly now to not be able to share social media or other things we do that arent involving pay walls or charging for things. it would actually help the traffic on streamate if models were allowed to actually build a offline presence with their fans. ive been doing this ten years. men dont go out their way to find you after their boner is gone and dont until their next boner there, and if you arent there they go somewhere else. its an outdated rule that we cant even mention anything of us anywhere on the internet or even say other website names like google etc.
The body is the answer
The body is the answer. Itās the one thing we all have in common. Itās can cut through everything. Fix the human body and you start fixing everything. From the intense and personal and minute and global
One universal message. How to use the body.
“hip anatomy at DuckDuckGo”
Working on my hip top bits
Very tight and stopping the smooth line
Yoga Anatomy: A Simple Trick to Align Your Pelvis in Warrior I (Virabhadrasana I) | YogaUOnline
30th January 2021
i am denser, more round and heavier but i am smaller and take up less space. im not as big and vague as i thought, im contained and tight.
i never wanted to look like i was trying
not even trying to hold my body up
Ive Fixed How To End Capitalism! Lol
Iāve fixed ending Capitalism!
Stop all new production now. We have enough of everything. If we knew that everything that exists is all there is, we would treat it differently. Lots of jobs would disappear. Money wouldnāt be nessersary as all utilities are free. Limits obviously.
Learn how to fix, re use and repurpose everything. And as people settle into having more time, new human priorities would emerge. And communities and systems could be built around that
Grow food
Anyone who wants to work can work at any of the jobs we still need doing. For fun.
Make the work human. Not a job. Re structure how it is all done
No dogs in hats smoking cigars. Humans using all their wisdom to live in freedom given the consequences of the past 20,000yr fuxk up
That is our current situation
2 acres of land each
Racism?
If race was such a issue in America, why arenāt they talking about Latinos? Why is race a black issue? Why are white supremacists rife in Latinos? Cause itās a culture war. Not a race issue. Black American culture is redneck shit. Itās the lowest common denominator.
January 26th 2021
The universal human animal. We arenāt all unique and individual. There is a universal animal under all of us. That should be the guiding force
Life isnāt long enough to get to know yourself and your environment and your interactions with the ever changing environment let alone all the stupid domesticated human shit.
What I Didnt Send When I Lost My Best Friend
I just wanted to let you know that I donāt feel like our friendship is over. But it is clear we need and are having a break. I am ok and ok with that. I hope you are too. We will align again when itās right. I still love you the same as ever.

“THE WILD RIDE OF #VANLIFE PORN”
…Itās a blazing summer afternoon in the western U.S. wilderness, and porn performer Sky Smith is giving me a virtual tour of her van. āI built it myself over nearly three months,ā the 36-year-old says excitedly, panning the camera around the interior. āIāve never been normal, Iāve always been odd and in my own bubble. And this is the epitome of living in my own bubble.ā
We are talking over a glitchy Google Meet session ā Sky is in a deserted and undisclosed location, and her internet connection is temperamental ā but I can just about make out the vanās key features. Itās a converted school short bus, complete with a small kitchenette, wardrobe and double bed. There is also a portable toilet (āIāve had some very scenic poosā), a fridge (āthe bane of my fucking life, it takes up so much energyā) and a solitary cowboy hat, perched on an otherwise empty shelf (āmy good old hat, for vibesā).
It seems idyllic: a cosy living space, decorated with blue bunting and inviting blankets, parked up in some remote, panoramic countryside. But itās in Skyās bed that the real magic happens ā after all, thatās where her most popular cam work takes place. āMy main video style is me getting too horny and having to really fuck myself good with a dildo,ā she says, gesturing vaguely at the bed. āBut Iām also into small penis humiliation and pegging. A lot of guys want to get fucked in the back of this bus.ā
DOMINIQUE SISLEY





BPD and Relating
This morning I didnt smoke. I was having a good morning. until thinking about seeing ryan and how its like saturday and he hasnt seen me since tuesday or said anything about seeing me the last few days. i immediately went into a intense bpd reaction. when i have those thoughts i belive them. i believe i am seeing facts. that this is the wise thought, reaction and feeling to the situation.i sent angry texts. i wanted to cry. i was overcome with negative emotion and feeling. i felt sick. emotionally exhausted. i couldnt fight it. But i was aware that i was not high and that I was having a bpd reaction. so i got high and ive felt my mind change from being angry and in pain, to feeling almost fine and not caring. i still have residuals of those earlier feelings. and dont want to/havent relaxed into my high brain. the high version of me doesnt see all the evil things and interpretations of someones actions. high me doesnt instantly think someone is lying or tricking me or manipulating me. i take peiple for their word. i trust. i believe they think well of me and like me. im comfortable and happy. but what is the right way to be. which one is right? which one is real? which should i trust?which one should i act upon? now im high i can see how darkly i view other people and their intentions. i immediately go to them bieng up to something that will harm me. my lonliness really peaked too when the BPD got triggered. felt desperate. on the verge of tears. needing someone else. high i am comfortble in me on my own. i was feeling fine with not seeing ryan much recently. until i was sober. that is when the bpd brain looked at the whole sitation and reassesed and acted out.now i wanna be fine with everything.and almost trust it.