im wide awake again and just had another mind blowing sexual experience. i am so glad i am settling into my sexuality and enjoying being the real me. 2 just left. we planned to spend the night rimming each other and playing with each others asses. which is basically what happened. i let myself loose on this perfect butt and used my mouth from the tip of his cock round to his asshole for almost an hour. i didnt hold back and buried my face deep within his cheeks, using my tongue, gently, tickling his hole, plunging it in as deep as i could, suffocating myself on his ass, i sucked and tongued and kissed his gooch and balls, stroking his cock when my lips werent tickling the shaft. i did everything with my mouth that felt great. i have already lost track of what happened when and how. i came, lying between his thighs, face disappeared between is round, firm cheeks, not able to take a breath for having my tongue so far up his asshole. and i had an incredible, huge orgasm after fucking me for ages after i finished with my mouth. i was impressed he lasted so long after an hour of teasing. we finished up with him fucking me slowly while i lay face down with him straddling my thighs, my vibe on my clit pushing me over the edge. the walls of my pussy clinging to his rock hard cock as it slowly teased its way in, shallow for a few strokes, then deep, then shallow again, building me up till i exploded under him, screaming out at full volume, un able to control myself. i think then he kept fucking me until i managed to cum again and then fucked me hard and… Read More "…buried my face in a peach"
…had the best sex of my life
i know for sure, 100% i just had the best sex of my life. with a stranger. i met him on the swinger site yesterday. he likes a woman in control and i have been wanting to flex my alpha muscles. we decided upon tease and denial, fluffy dom shit. he was really hot and lean, which is why i chose to see him first this week. he was gonna lie there and let me tease and edge him as long as i wanted and use his body for my pleasure. and that is exactly what i did. now, time out, this is now the time i come clean about all the times ive acted out, or been in, scenarios where i am using someone for my pleasure, but have in fact been putting on a act as the porn version of my sexuality, to make sure the men i aleep with, have their fantaises fulfiled. This has however been at the detriment of the fulfilment of my fantaies, but i felt i wouldnt meet anyone who would be up for what im into and that i would feel shy or embarrased to behave like i needed to act out such fantasies. tonight, however, before 1 came over i had a revelation about who i really am. not who i think i am, who i feel like, what i think other people see, or what someone made me feel i was. i saw myself with loving eyes. and it feels incredible. i felt the power to be the woman in my fantasy. we hadnt planned out how we were going to play or even talked about limits or anything. when we were talking i was just thinking i was gonna do my usual porn version where he gets to cum… Read More "…had the best sex of my life"
…joined a swingers website
im not going into sexual detail right now cause what i need to do is schedule the rest of my week to fit in all the fun im trying to have! i only have two nights or days can i do things. so im planning a variety of sneaky fun. this is who im trying to fit in: Bo – wants to be controlled. i want to tease and edge him for as long as i see fit. Ben – has a beautiful butt and body and wanna bury our faces in our butts Bill – just has a massive cock. it looks so amazing. i want to just be left to play with it how i want! Con – is hottt. we wanna try some kinky roleplay, currently deciding what exactly! Mr P – he came over last time and ate a strangers cum out my pussy before cumming in my mouth and letting me kiss him and give it all back to him. very skilled too. Hunger – wants to explore some bi play and is offering to bring a friend along to play. 5 could be useful to come in after any of these and get up to similar play as last time. i would like him to be my cum slut again. that is definitely something i am very into. i need to explore my cuckold side desperately. also none of these cover my need for sleep rape. i have to get someone in tonight i think for that, well any night. i love it. i wont wake up, ill let someone come in and use me however they can with my limp body. i was trying to get 5 to come with me to see 6, but he isnt up for it. ill just be… Read More "…joined a swingers website"
Kate, I Met A Boy
So I thought I’d write this side of things down. I never have and I alwys think to. This may end up as nothing. But I feel like something is starting. Obviously I’m high riht now. Stupid Cheese! Makes me really over think evvvverrrything. Makes me depressed too. But anyway. I just had a mega high revelation that I wrote down to my GF. Alright. From the start then. I saw a dude at the gym last week and I was gone! I’d not been that into a stranger for a very very long time. I watched him the whole time in the gym and was so on edge. After I left I jumped right on Tinder and Bumble to see if he happened to be in my pile to be swiped as I have my location as only 1-2 miles and as we were both in the same room maybe he would be at the top. Unfortunately I didnt find him. I snapped a few pics/vids to my girlfriends about how I fell in love with a stranger at the gym. I’d even snuck a picture of his legs when he was on the calf machine that i sent to them! I was all excited and started perking up after a couple of weeks stuck on the sofa. I have always really liked crushing on boys. And this was a intense crush. After about an hour I got a message on Bumble from a guy asking if I had just been at the gym. I looked at his pictures and he barely looked like the guy at the gym so I asked what he had been wearing, and that confirmed it was infact, hot gym guy! We had matched a few weeks before and had a little chat but… Read More "Kate, I Met A Boy"
…came back to my blog
i have been back in england for a month now and im finally settling in again. ive had 3 tinder dates and i am in extremely horny week. and the last one made me giggle. so as several of you joined me yesterday, i thought now was as good a time as any to start my writing again. i have a whole book to write so i might as well get on with it. the most incredibly perfect boy, 320, just left my apartment, after what can only be described as a fairly awkward 12 hours. i still get wildly shy around a lot of boys. especially when i find them hot. and even more especially when i feel they are hotter than me by anyones standards, even if they dont agree. anyway. my nervous reaction is to talk too much. mix that with me getting high and wanting to talk about the world in quite elaborate and deep ways with lots of self referential stories. well, you get awfully large amount of me using words to deflect how much i just want him all over me, in me, tasting him, letting him use me. i also like to avoid that scary first few moments of starting to hook up. i like them to take to lead. que 4 hours of me chatting too much information shit before he eventually kisses me. this goes incredibly well. he is a fantastic kisser and held me and touched me in a very sexy way. he picked me up and put me on the kitchen counter and we made out till we both were topless and his skin was pressed against mine, his hands in my hair. we moved to the couch but that is never practical for positions when you dont know… Read More "…came back to my blog"
March 5th 2015
he has thrown his wedding ring at me 6 times (about once every 2-3 weeks, the argument and recovery last 3-7 days) and told me he is calling the lawyers for a divorce. but only once has he left the house for more than an hour when he has said he is leaving. he packed all my stuff and loaded it in the car twice, to move me out. i havent once threatened to end it or said i dont want to be with him forever. everything he does is like he hates me. but he wont leave me or even leave me alone. he just pushes and pushes and pushes me to leave but doesnt want me to go and he doesnt want to end it. i dont know how to help him or stop this cycle cause he doesnt even think he has done anything wrong. he used to be open and talk and listen and understand and now he is just always on the attack or defense (when im not even attacking). i just need him to be nice and consistent so i can recover from all the hurt. but he wont accept that im hurt. he says im just being a bitch and shouldnt still be upset. i cant leave with the injustice of him not understanding what he has done to me. Read More "March 5th 2015"
…wanted to tell you my fantasies
hmm my fantasies. i have a few. detailed role plays i want to act out. but i never want to tell someone i want to do it cause it would go against the fantasy. its a hard line to figure out how to tell someone to rape you and to feel like you are being raped. i guess that gives away one of my fantasies. there are so many rape scenarios that i would like to try out. bound, gagged, reluctant, fighting, screaming and crying gang rape is a pretty exciting option for me. having my body used and abused for many mens pleasure with no regard for my feelings or my own sexual satisfaction. i most like the idea of someone taking advantage of me when they think i dont know it is happening. this fantasy has so many forms. sleep rape. being drunk or drugged to a point where i cant say no, if i am even aware anything is happening anyway. being at a doctors surgery and being unaware that his examination was too…intimate. they key for me in all these incidences is that they arent real. i am not asleep. i am not passed out. i am not unaware of what is happening to me and im not too naive to know better. but what is very important is that the person doing it thinks i am. i will play up to their thoughts. if they think i am asleep, i wont wake up, i wont move. same for drugged or passed out drunk. even being at the masseuse who massages too high up my thigh. i dont say anything. i just let them use me. the thought that they think they are taking advantage of me and using me for their pleasure, combined with me… Read More "…wanted to tell you my fantasies"
…had a footy team
this story is about a really full on night where I did some fairly bad things. i should say im not proud of my actions. but. i am. i had a lot of fun. and ultimately the only person who was wronged in this story broke my heart and changed my life. i had a fuck buddy who i had fallen in love with and was spending all my time with. but he refused to take it further and make it a relationship. he didnt want to sleep with anyone else. but didnt want a girlfriend. to me, if you want me to only fuck you, youre my boyfriend. so it was while involved in this stupid situation that this story occurred. i had gone to bar one for sunday session to meet up with the fuck buddy cause i thought we were hanging out. earlier that weekend i had met a gorgeous boy while i was stripping, who was on a trip to the town with his AFL team. i gave him my number, we had been trying to meet up all weekend and he had just text me telling me he was at the bar next door and that i should come see him. i arrived at bar one as the fuck buddy and his friends arrived and he was like, oh hi, who you meeting up with? as he had previously made me feel like it was him i was going to meet i was pretty pissed off, so just told him my girlfriends were at the bar next door. then walking off i text the AFL boy that i was coming to hang out. i walked up to the end of the bar i knew the boy was and i saw a group of about 16… Read More "…had a footy team"
…did what you wanted
so i am gonna behave and do what you all want…write another post. i need to write a list of what i have been up to so i know what stories to write. maybe i can do that here. ill write all the titles and you can vote here for which i should write. i am a genius. here we go. This One Time I… …started with my personal trainer …had a record weekend …got broken by two pros …left england with a bang …had a threesome with a fan …did a footy team …played 3 boys …had an affair …played dares with boys …got whipped for the first time …thought you should know about my vegas chaos …lived my own private revenge on my ex …wanted to tell you my fantasies …let something bad happen to me …took a customer home …got paid to have my pussy licked ok, ok, ill stop. i cant decide where to start and am now thinking of more and more every second. Read More "…did what you wanted"
…told a friend about a boy
this is another transcript from a chat with a mate i had online a few weeks ago. thought you might like to know how us girls chat sometimes. i met him like 2 days before i came to the farm we met and fucked AMAZINGLY he is rele intense gets my legs up and fucks me rele deep and hard and startes in my eyes then he fucked me in the ass, while i said no and cried a bit i sucked his cock while his mates hung out in the room then we went down the road to go to my place, and stopped off for brekkie and got on so well we had the best banter we were like, “no date, but nice date brekki” “no i dont like you like that, but we are gettin married and i love you right?” then we went back to mine and stayed up and fucked more till like 1pm “then he fucked me in the ass, while i said no and cried a bit” that made me lol we text a few times since and he wanted to see me again and i him so he was gonna come see me last weekend, but he got lame cause his mates were goin out ah nice one! so i went to see him he got me a hotel ahhh yeah I saw the status! and he came over and we fucked and hung out and kissed and laughed ALOT then he went out with his mates at like 10 an i worked he called me at 2 sayin he wont be long, then text like every hour saying ill be home soon he eventually got in at 6am and woke me up to make me go to his mates unit he… Read More "…told a friend about a boy"
…had to be very quiet
i wrote this in chat with my friend when i was on my second farm. i have edited out their responses but thought you might like my story. the formats a lil different to usual. but it was a fucking good time. ill tell you about the other night i went out with these boys, 3 had gfs, dan was arguing with his on the phone when i got there and 2 others, that through the night, became apparent that both wanted to fuck me after a long night out and lots of other stuff that would take me hours to write so i will omit we were all walking home and i was pissed off cause they had made my random fuck i had found, leave me. they scared him off i was talkin to dan about it and how i want sex etc, talking to him like a gf cause he had a gf so was off limits we ended up on our own, all the other boys were drunk and wandered off. we got back to the unit and were sat chattin an stuff. i had just got my pornhub vid, so i was tryin to show him, but it wouldnt load. he really wanted to see it, but there was still just a friends vibe between us the other boys got home like an hour later we were all sat in the dark and dan was on the sofa next to me we were squidged up and my legs were under his and he puts his hand on my ankle then he starts stroking my leg we were trying to make sure no one saw and were acting normal like nothing was happening he was running his hand up the underside of my thigh the other… Read More "…had to be very quiet"
…posted about peen
so i posted this on Amber Cuties Forums the other day. thought you guys might like it. i have a picture to add too when i find it and upload it! i have a real thing for peen. i LOVE a beautiful cock. and damn i know one when i see one or feel one. a beautiful penis can do anything to me, go anywhere and the owner be treated like a king. the best thing about a beautiful peen is that i just want to rub it all over my face. i want to hit it on my cheek, rub it on my lips and tongue and generally just use it as a face massager. i cannot get close enough to it. now as to what actually makes me weak at the knees, it would have to be, a weighty cock. about 7-8 inches long and with its girth proportional to its length. i know one guy who was 8 inches long and 8.5 inches around. i enjoyed that. i dont think i have encountered one i think is toooo girthy. girth = good. but again, in proportion. i LOVE uncircumcised, controversial i know, but its what i like. more to play with! i also love balls! weighty, tight, trimmed balls. i hate guys who have shaved, cause they dont do it well enough and their hair is too thick and stubbly. just trim, short enough to not rele notice hair, but not too short as to be prickly. put your weighty, firm balls on my face bb. and damn, let me slap/flop/ping your weighty, well proportioned cock off my face all day. i will lie between your legs and worship that cock for hours if it is beautiful. now i want peen even more Read More "…posted about peen"
…got paid for sex
hmm, there is a pre story to this, as usual, which i could go in to now, but i think im gonna save for a separate story. lets just say this came out the first night i was stripping. at the very end of the night i met two boys who decided i was their favorite girl there, but there was no time for a dance with them. when i came off stage they asked me if i would go home with them. they were both very cute and i was keen. they then asked me if $500 would be enough. i was pretty excited cause i had been thinking of just goin for the fun anyway. i asked if they meant for the both of them and they said if i was ok with that then yes. i told them it sounded good and they should meet me outside when im changed. i came out in sweatpants and a vest and they were waiting for me right outside. i was really hungry so i made them take me and one of the other girls for breakfast, they paid. they had another mate with them and offered me six hundred for the three of them but he wasnt as cute so i told them id rather the two of them. we got a taxi back to their house, a massive mansion on the river and the two boys said we should go upstairs for a “ciggarette”. we got to the bedroom, after a little tour of the house we went out on the balcony, they counted out $500 and handed it to me. we decided to have a shower first. one of the boys, 203, got naked and got in the shower, the second boy, 204 stayed on the bed… Read More "…got paid for sex"
…got gangbanged by 9 guys
so i know you have all wanted this story for a long time. this is my third attempt at writing it. it is a long story. so this one time i was recently single and had not got laid in about a week and that night i was very horny. i started the night saying i wanted to fuck everyone in sight. at the first bar i almost immediately got picked up by this aussie footy player. after about 20 minutes of dancing he said we should go back to his. it was only 11.30 so i wasnt keen to end the night. i said we could leave, if we were back in the club by 1. he was up for that, so we ended up back at his hotel, me on my knees, sucking his cock, naked on the balcony overlooking the esplanade. he dragged me into the bedroom and fucked me hard and fast and came all over my stomach. we lay there for a few minutes and his cock had not gotten any softer. i started sucking on it again till he pulled me up his body. i rode his cock, gripping onto the bedhead, his hands on my ass. he got out from under me an then with me on my knees, hands still holding the headboard he fucked me deep and hard from behind, cumming all over my ass. we cleaned up and went back to the first bar. i was feeling a bit better, but it kind of just made me hornyer. neither of our friends were where we left them, so we went over to the club to try and find them and went our seperate ways. i found a couple of random dudes id met earlier and stuck with them for a… Read More "…got gangbanged by 9 guys"
…did a little update
so i have a big change coming up in a few days. im leaving the town i live and moving to a farm in the outback to become a nanny for a month and earn my 2nd year visa. hang on, yeah, i said im gonna be a nanny. i will be sharing my room with a 3 year old boy and be living with the family 24/7. what does this mean for me and camming i hear you ask. well they boys nap a few hours in the afternoon and i will be trying to jump online then and when everyone has gone to bed. so expect a fair few outdoors show, a lot of whispering and some quick endings. in preparation i am making as many videos as i can this week so you have something a little bit more naughty to see while i am away. its a good job i am really horny and desperate to get fucked at the moment. i just got all saucy in the shower and now im gonna stick a dildo to the wall in my kitchen and suck and fuck it as if it is real. im also gonna push my limits in a anal and then a dp video. i cant wait. i used to slip this big toy up my ass but it has been a while and i might need a little warming up. argh my pussy is tingling now thinking of what i get to do. im off to satisfy my cravings. Read More "…did a little update"
…went older for the first time in a while
so it is widely known that my usual victims are in the 18-22 age bracket and that sometimes is pushed to 24. well in Vegas there seemed to be a lot less younger guys. one night after a night out partying with a local cam girl, we ended up in a casino playing blackjack. a rather attractive man, 199, joined our table and i told the girl that i was gonna have him. he was clearly out of my usual age range but he had a great face. after several hour of blackjack and a 4am burger and shake we ended up at mine on the bed watching tv. we were just chatting then he kissed me. and it was good. he already had his shirt off and he pulled me on top of him. after a fairly large amount of dry humping, which i love, i sat up and took my dress and bra off and got him naked. i started licking his balls and up the length if his circumcised cock and gave him my best blow job, swallowing him down my throat and gettin it really wet. i rubbed it all over my face and went back to his balls, working lower till i was teasing his asshole with my tongue. i stayed down there for a good 30 mins. i was loving his cock in my face. i was so wet and could wait to tease his cock with my pussy. i slid up his body and kissed him as i started grinding my wet pussy against him. he slid my panties off and tried to slip his cock inside me. i shook my head and took him by the wrists and held his arms over his head whilst grinding against him. i teased my clit… Read More "…went older for the first time in a while"
…nearly got married
so this story isnt as boring as it sounds. it is pretty much the almost perfect vegas holiday romance. i had had a pretty crazy evening already. id met two dudes who were shopping and they took me to dinner with 20 of their concreting co-workers. i then went out with two camgirls to see thunder from downunder, a male strip show. we went partying at a club after that where i ended up smoking a houka pipe with the promoter and dancing on the stage with the two girls. i was about to go home when one of the guys i met earlier called me and said i should come hang out. i taxied over to meet him and we sat at the bar gambling an chatting for a while. he decided i was good at blackjack and so we went to a table and he gave me $100 to play with. we doubled the money and i got to keep the winnings. after we cashed out, there were a little group of people near by at the slots. the one cute guy called me over cause he was english and said i was the first english person he had met there. he, 200, was really well dressed and in vegas for a boys holiday. we were deep in conversation and my drunk mate and the people he had been talking to had wandered off. i was planning on going home as i had a photo shoot in about 6 hours time. but he asked if i wanted to join him for a drink and i couldnt refuse. we sat at the bar chatting and gambling for a few hours and we got on amazingly. we decided to go find the gym, as it was now 6am and work… Read More "…nearly got married"