C-PTSD
I’m slowly moving out of CPTSD. My relationship that caused it ended 6 years ago. I have done two years of therapy 2-5 hours a week. Not just for CPTSD but everything feels like it’s coming together. I wanted to share to say, it can get better. There is progress. Things are possible to learn like DBT/CBT skills and they work. It’s fucking intense hard work to fix yourself, but I promise it’s worth it. Read More "C-PTSD"
Crazy Idea
Document coming off medication and how insane I am and how extreme the world would have to change for my reality to fit. Read More "Crazy Idea"
Forming My Karen Opinion
I really think “karen” is just another way to silence angry women. Oh no. Someone is demanding good service cause they are sick and tired of being fucked over, and over and over. And one day you snap. And everyone attacks. Instead of wandering why she snapped. Women are so fucked over that a woman expressing her anger is seen as something awful. Read More "Forming My Karen Opinion"
Weed Women Breakdown Beginings
sorry but saying this to a 36 year old autistic woman whos social skills are so bad that ive been alone most of my life is pretttttyyyy ableist. I am very aware of all the different personalities and how I dont ever fit in and get pushed out my NT people. Like happened here and why I brought it up. I am a mod cause I thought Id found a space where I could be me and not have to make space for all the different NT personalities that normally take over everywhere. Read More "Weed Women Breakdown Beginings"
“Women, shame and Aspergers”
Women, shame and Aspergers Fear, guilt, and shame are often amplified for women on the autism spectrum | The Art of Autism(opens in a new tab) My feeling of being waste material stuck to my soul early in life, and it’s been my biggest challenge to release that sense of worthlessness. By Eva Angvert Harren What is it about relationships that’s so hard to get? I know that “everybody” has challenges with relationships, however when you are on the Spectrum, and socially blind, the odds against you are so much greater. How can we keep friendships going without losing ourselves? Losing ourselves by people pleasing, or allowing behaviors that do not feel good to us? How can we learn to put our Self first, our sense of self, our feelings of integrity and truth for us? How can we feel intact in who we want to be, and still have… Read More "“Women, shame and Aspergers”"
Another Thing I Wanted To Say, But Didnt.
Hi. I wanted to DM you about this rather than put it in the main mod channel as i dont want to offend anyone. I was thinking about a channel for the opposite of the srs chats. like a light/joy/boasting/excess positive channel for text and maybe video. It is very hard to share joy and light when there are so many people here struggling, without seeming insensitive. One doesnt want to derail the conversation or seem to be ignoring the issues being shared. We are bonding a lot over heavy issues, and it would be really nice to have a space to bond over shining, where it doesnt put people suffering in the shade. I have no idea if addressing this is ok. but i have to be honest and share what I am seeing and experiencing. I want this place to work and we need to keep space for… Read More "Another Thing I Wanted To Say, But Didnt."