i was fucking this guy, 60, in my friends living room. there were like 8 other people in the room, but they had done so much drugs no one really knew what we were doing. whilst we were fucking i somehow managed to hit my head off the corner of the coffee table. it really hurt, but we carried on till he came. when i got up i realised my head was bleeding quite a lot. i paniced and went into the kitchen and got some frozen peas an tried to stop the bleeding. we sat there for ages an in the end he passed out. it really wouldnt stop bleeding so i had to leave the boy passed out and take myself off to hospital. it was bad enough having to walk about, fucked at 8am in a dodgy area, then sit in the waiting room for hours. but in the end i got a couple of stitches in me head. totally worth it though.
…started a list
im not sure exactly when i started it but i was about 15 i think. i wanted to keep a record of everyone i had ever kissed, touched or slept with. ever since we all started kissing people, me and my school friends would compete with how many we had kissed. not like racing, but it was a badge of honor. the more the better. i dont know where it came from but i have always had this attitude towards kissing and fucking. it has always been about the numbers. i even turned my list into graphs and charts for my degree. i have lost these right now. i HAVE to find them. i wanna update them and stick them on here. anyway my list is so important too me. i have kept it updated and not lost it in 10 years. it is now two a4 pages long, front and back, with 3 columns on each page. i am 11 places away from my 3rd sheets. that means there is about 400 names on there. an im not telling yet how many are touching and how many are fucking but i think all but a few are kissing. i have a code on there about whos done what and when. obviously they arent all real names. ski boy 2 – devil boy – firewood bloke – crack boy – kebab boy – cap boy 2 – uce gay boy – fat black girl – badgers work girl 1 and 2 – fag boys friend – 17 toilet boy – hot std boy – irish fete boy – dread.
im really sad at the thought that i havent remembered everyone and there are people who arent on my list.
…gave a boy a bj on cctv
i used to run an event in club land. i was badly behaved and fully took advantage of the free drinks i was given. i like a good flirt, a quick flash and to tease. which i did with the staff all the time. not that i ever did anything about it. i thought.
a couple of weeks ago, i went back to the venue and the manager told me that, back in the day, they had all watched me, drag one of the bar boys into the staff room, get on my knees and blow him till he came on my face. no wonder all the staff there used to ask me when it was their turn!
…got locked in a boys bedroom for 5 days
i had met this boy one night i went out on my own, when i had gone home to visit me mom and she had chucked me out for the night to have an ann summers party. its started normally enough. kissing, chatting, me in the middle of the two boys in bed in a hotel, with dream boy touching me up and kissing me, his mate complaining about the noise. then he started holding me down, teasing me and whispering in my ear what i had to do. i was entirely at his mercy and he only let me cum when he said so, and i HAD to cum when he said so. he did this all with his hands and didnt let me touch him the entire time. his mate was pretty turned on, but pissed off. the next day a few hours after i got home we started talking on msn. (i have no idea how or when we swapped details!) it obviously didnt take long for it to get filthy and he told me he wanted to be my master and if i agreed i was going to have to go along with whatever he wanted and NEVER disobey him. so of course i jumped at the opportunity. from then on i was to call him sir. by the way, this boy was just 18. i was 22, nearly 23. he was from another town far away. i knew i had to see him as soon as possible or i might forget how to breathe. luckily my best mate lived in the same town so that night i phoned her and was like…guess what…im comin to visit…in 5 days! i was then able to surprise sir with the information that i had infact already planned a trip to his city and would of course spend all my time with him. for the rest of the time i was at my moms we talked and he controlled my every move. when i arrived back home i got off the train and couldnt function. i didnt know where to go, what to do, how to get home. i just sat on the floor and cried. it had been the longest i had gone without his instruction and i couldnt move. the arrangements were made of my visit and after several more days of constant talking on the phone, i was on a coach in a dress with no underwear on and knee high boots. when i arrived he took me to a coffee shop and led me straight to the upstairs seating area and made me cum. i lied when i said i had no underwear on. i had put on a bikini top cause i hated going bra less. after i came he said i would have to pay, big time, for disobeying him.
…had a 3some with two brothers
i wanted one of them and i was too drunk at the pub to decide anything. the brother of the one i want put me in a cab and they both, 84 & 85, got in. not sure how it got from the cab to me being bent over being fucked from behind by one, while i sucked the other ones cock, but i was happy to make them both happy. they were telling each other and telling me what to do. It was kind of wierd hearing one guy tell his brother “ooh fuck her slutty pussy hard, yeah thats right, good boy” and hi-fiving each other over me. i was fucked and i sucked each of them in all kinds of combinations. I know they tried to both do me at once, which i have always wanted to do, but i dont remember if it actually happened. I was pretty drunk so it was generally very messy and not entirely clear in my memory. it got to the point where everyone was a bit done and we needed more drugs, so they decided to go off, get drugs and come back and fuck me more. after they left i sobered up a bit and decided i definitely did not need anymore brotherly love and went to sleep. i later found out that one of them had a girlfriend, and that night she had been in hospital giving birth to their baby. so that is nice! I have kissed brothers before, not at the same time, tho. so this was a new kind of family experience.
This one time i….
thought it would be a good idea to start a blog. i love telling stories of things i have done and seen and know.
when i wanted to start this, i had a boyfriend and thought it would be a bit insensitive as a lot of my stories are about other men and things he wouldnt like to know about.
now i dont have a boyfriend. I am not happy about this. and it has only been a few days so i am still in bed. and am currently counting down the time before x-factor starts and i can order a pizza!
it was a mutual break up which is shit cause it is hard to know if that is the right thing to do cause you are both really upset and dont want to say goodbye, but know you have to.
so
i am 25
i live in England
i work in club land
i am not going to be massively specific about any of these things cause it isnt my place to reveal other peoples secrets, which will be done by me telling my stories.
and this is the start of my blog.