I talk a lotttt but I am notttt there for conversation with people in free chat. I monologue. If they want to converse they can go exclusive. I find it easier to talk to myself than other people though and don’t mind seeming weird. All about me is my vibe. If someone thinks I’m talking to have a conversation with them, a stranger, for free, I entertain for a few mins then let them know I wasn’t actually looking to converse about what they want and to go exclusive if they have any more questions. Then I go back to what I want to be saying Read More "Keeping Myself Entertained"
I relate, but as a old feminist, Gender non conforming is the decades old name for it. And what I am. Instead of saying I move through constructed genders, I reject all notions of gender. I don’t perpetuate the stereotypes by saying what I am or am not. Cause if I were to say xyz makes me this or that gender, or gender fluid, then I would be maintaining the concept of gender, not abolishing it all together. Thus I would be condemning others to what I say I am not, while I think I can escape and be free of patriarchal oppression. But we cant get rid of patriarchy by opting out of women-hood. We break the system by being entirely ourself and showing that woman and man can encompass anything. I don’t say I do xyz so I’m not a woman. I say i do xyz and that… Read More "Gender Non Conforming, Never Gender Fluid."
Nothing is good or bad. Everything just is. Reality. Living in the present. Feeling joy just at existing in my body. I am a human animal. Read More "Different layers of perception."
Black Lives Dont Matter. There is no need for Pride. Feminism is Fucked. I dont care about FGM. Everyone is already aware of mental health. I am not positive about fat bodies or disfuntion. I dont care about which political party is in power. I dont care about any of these individual things. Cause everything is fucked. And everything is inextricably linked. Everything has unintended consequences that cause more problems when you fix issues individually. Everything is fucked. From the way we structure family, have relationships, parent, school, education, work, food, movement, sex, mental health, nature, animals, money, to evey other thing outside of the reality of our bodies that humans have made utp, is wrong. It is mistakes built on mistakes buld on intentional bad faith control, power, and coercion of the working class. And by working class, i mean anyone who has to work to survive. 99.9% of… Read More "Black Lives Dont Matter."
write up some of the sex scenarios i do at work to demonstrate feminist sex how i work and how it is female/perforner first practical run throughs of sex run throughs of how to own the room and how to not let a man use your body arguments against rad fem positions how what i do and how i see it being transferable to be a industry standard why is sex female why do we need sex arts how the body can save the human Read More "Ideas Of Things To Write"
Does anyone struggle with weeding/control of nature for human aesthetics? I’m renting and I have to tell my landlord I can’t clear out the wilderness around my mailbox!!! There are so many lady birds and pretty flowers there. Read More "Weeding"
Welcome ladies. I have made this space for the few women who I feel very safe and comfortable around from the entwives server. I am missing the original VC vibes we had, and have heard similar from some of you. The social element of my autism and co morbidities are so debilitating that I have to be aware of my limits with most people and not afraid to set up a space that works for me. You are the first women Ive connected to in years and I dont want to loose the magic we’ve had cause I’m uncomfortable in the main space. Read More "Weed Women Kicked Me Out So I Made My Own Place"
Document coming off medication and how insane I am and how extreme the world would have to change for my reality to fit. Read More "Crazy Idea"
I want to let everyone know I exist. Because my story is unique. I’ve intentionally lived my life that way. To learn things and see things in my own way. I cant pin down the earliest date I realized the whole world was made up. But I do know that by the age of 9, Blur was my favorite band and I knew I never wanted to be a part of the rat race. Growing up is a scam. Modern life is rubbish. When I was really little, when people would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, in the late 80s, before the internet and pornography, I would say, “A poser, a poledancer or a prostitute.” No one knows how I knew what those last two things were. But the videos of me asking my mom to video me constantly, prove I already knew what… Read More "Why Me? What Do I Know?"
Its really upsetting that women cant hear about how I can control the dynamic in the sex work act. They cannot even comprehend that at woman isnt there to be used by a man.That a woman can control a sexual room. The enduring narrative of the brothels was that no matter how the dudes presented in the waiting room, they turned into little puppies in the bedroom. I must have some kind of way with men that has enabled me to handle this work in a way I havent heard from anyone else. I dont want to be smug about me doing it so well.. But obviously I have done things in ways that have kept me and my clients, happy, healthy and safe. I am confident. I know it is my room. My belief that as a sex worker i am like a band, a dj, a artist, a… Read More "Sex Work Dynamic"
I really think “karen” is just another way to silence angry women. Oh no. Someone is demanding good service cause they are sick and tired of being fucked over, and over and over. And one day you snap. And everyone attacks. Instead of wandering why she snapped. Women are so fucked over that a woman expressing her anger is seen as something awful. Read More "Forming My Karen Opinion"
I’m not entirely sure why any science people say something is definite cause they always have to correct it. Check the replication crisis. Or any documentary…”previously science thought xyz. Now they discovered it’s abc”. It’s a pretty huge human ego issue thinking they know anything for sure when we are such a insignificant blip in the universe. As if some people think they can make sense of it Read More "Trust the Science?"
if they want to perpetuate the stupidity of the effectiveness of a dick being a number of inches then ill play into their insecurities about the size of their dicks or I sell them on my opinion of dick quality being not just a number and tell them to take me excl to find out more!!! or if im being sassy ill just laugh. Read More "Does Dick Size Matter?"