Sex Life

so this story isnt as boring as it sounds. it is pretty much the almost perfect vegas holiday romance. i had had a pretty crazy evening already. id met two dudes who were shopping and they took me to dinner with 20 of their concreting co-workers. i then went out with two camgirls to see thunder from downunder, a male strip show. we went partying at a club after that where i ended up smoking a houka pipe with the promoter and dancing on the stage with the two girls. i was about to go home when one of the guys i met earlier called me and said i should come hang out. i taxied over to meet him and we sat at the bar gambling an chatting for a while. he decided i was good at blackjack and so we went to a table and he gave me $100 to play with. we doubled the money and i got to keep the winnings. after we cashed out, there were a little group of people near by at the slots. the one cute guy called me over cause he was english and said i was the first english person he had met there. he, 200, was really well dressed and in vegas for a boys holiday. we were deep in conversation and my drunk mate and the people he had been talking to had wandered off. i was planning on going home as i had a photo shoot in about 6 hours time. but he asked if i wanted to join him for a drink and i couldnt refuse.

we sat at the bar chatting and gambling for a few hours and we got on amazingly. we decided to go find the gym, as it was now 6am and work out. we got distracted by the slots, where i won some cash and then he asked me red or black. i picked red and he put $100 on it. we won and he gave me the winnings. i was doing well that night not gambling my own money and still winning. we gave up the hunt for the gym and went up to his room. he took his shirt off and i was suprised to find he was ripped. he stood next to the bed and looked down at me and told me to take my dress off and bra. the way he just told me was so hot. he got on the bed and pulled me on top of him, kissing me. his hand was between my thighs and i was so wet. i could feel his cock hard against my leg and couldnt wait to feel it inside me. i slid down his body, biting his neck, nipples and hips, feeling his big arms and running my tongue over his abs. when i finally got to his cock i teased him with my tongue then slid him all the way into my mouth. i got his cock really wet an switched between swallowing it all the way down my throat and then using my hand and teasing the tip while looking up at him. he grabbed my arms and pulled me up on top of him and immediately pushed his cock inside me. he flipped me over so he was on top and put my legs over his shoulders. he felt so deep inside me and he was the perfect size so he could fuck me hard and fill me up. im not sure how, but while he was fucking me i ended up sliding off the bed and was in a headstand, my back to the bed, bum in the air, him bent over the top of me, my ankles around my head. that felt so good and it was hot, him using me as a hole to be fucked how he wanted. he picked me up and bent me over the bed and with his hands on my hips, fucked me hard from behind while i rubbed my clit. after a little while he had me on my back on the bed and he knelt over me, one hand on his cock and the other on the back of my head while he wanked into my mouth and finally came all over my face.

we lay together chatting and i said something about fighting, and he was like, come on then, fight me. i got on top of him and put my hands round his throat, i started biting him ane holding his hands down. he would fight back a bit but not overpower me. he let me stay in control. i was teasing him with my mouth, not letting him kiss me and i could feel his cock growing hard underneath me again. i tried hard to restrain him, bite him and choke him, but in the end he couldnt take it anymore and he grabbed me and shoved his cock back inside me and we fucked again and he came in my mouth. after an hours nap i had to get up to go back to my hotel for a photoshoot but he wouldnt let me go till i had sucked his cock and came again. he forced it down my throat with a hand on the back of my head and by the time his cum filled my mouth again i really didnt want to have to leave. we made plans to meet up later that afternoon or evening and after he took some pictures of me himself, i left.

i didnt hear from him that day which left me a little dissapointed but i was so exhausted from the night before i would probaby have been little use to him. the next morning however, he called and asked to see me that night. i was more than keen so we made rough plans. he was going to a show and we would meet up after. that night i ended up meeting up with sophialocke and fucking the shit out of her with a strap on. which is a story for another time. then we went and met holliecakes and hung out for a few hours. the girls went home at 3am and i still hadnt heard from the boy. i decided to stay at that casino and gamble cause it was where he was staying and he would be back at somepoint. i got chatted up by an off duty bar man so we sat and hung out for an hour before the boy eventually called and appologised for being so late. he had infact been in the casino the whole time but didnt realise the time. he came to the bar where i was and we ignored the bar guy i was with until he left. we chatted for ages again and some how the plan came up that we would stay up, as it was already like 6am, then go shopping, get married and then go for a breakfast buffet. first we went and played some blackjack. i told him winning turned me on so he started betting $200 – $500 a hand and giving me money to play with. when we lost all his money he tried to get me to go upstairs and i was trying to make him go outside. we ended up on the floor of the casino fighting, laughing and making out. he picked my up and pinned my against a slot machine an kissed me hard and deep and i could feel his cock growing against me. he pulled me away and whilst still holding me against him, walked me around the casino to the lifts, stopping along the way to pin me to card tables, walls, slots and pick me up, my legs wrapped around him, his hard cock grinding into my pussy, his mouth on mine, grabbing at each other and pulling on our clothes.

i need to finish this!! lol

in the spirit of new motivation i thought id start by telling you about last night. ive even sat at a desk to write.

i met this boy yesterday at the festival i was at, 192, we made out and then bumped into him when i was leaving the festival in the crowd. him and his mates were goin home my way so we decided to walk together. 192 and i were together and we were kissing and holding hands. when we got like 1/3 of the way home we were bored of walking and they decided to get a taxi back to theirs and asked me to come along. i decided to go, but turns out they didnt live where i did but were stayin at a hotel about half an hour in a taxi away. i was a little pissed off, but this did not compare to how pissed off i was after i got to his “apartment” that actually turned out to be a tiny twin hotel room with 5 boys staying in it. 192 took me into the bathroom and we quickly got naked. we me sat on he toilet he stood in front of me and i took his big cock in my mouth. he lay on the bathroom floor, and i bounced up and down on his cock, holding on to the sink and the door handle, before he stood me up and bent me over he toilet and fucked me from behind. i cant remember how it came about but he asked if i wanted to go out in the bedroom and fuck all of the boys. i had met two of them, but the other two were already in bed when i got there, so was a little hesitant. anyway i decided fuck it, i might as well. we went into the bedroom and 192 told them id fuck all of them. 193 came up to me and got his cock out while 192 started fucking me from behind, bent over the bed. neither of them could maintain much hard cock while their mates were watching, so i turned to 194 who was lying there with a massive hard cock with a condom already on. i sucked his cock for a little bit and then decided to make the most of it and climbed on top and rode him. 193 was filming me from behind and 192 got on the bed and stood over 194 in front of me and stuck his cock back in my mouth. after a little while, having his mates arse in his face put 194 off from fucking me so i got up and went in the bathroom again with 192. he sat on the toilet and and i was sucking his cock bent over, when someone came in and started fucking me from behind. this time they were both very hard and it was so good being fucked hard at both ends by two big, hard cocks. pretty soon 192 came in my mouth and left me and 194 in the bathroom. he then sat on the toilet and i got on my knees between his legs and sucked his cock hard and fast for what seemed like an eternity. he kept saying, faster, faster, but that was pretty much an impossibility, so i let him finish off, wanking his cock into my mouth. it kind of pisses me off when a guy takes ages to cum, especially when i am working really hard with my mouth, so when 193 came in to fuck me, i appologised and said i needed a break. i wanted to go get some food and ciggaretes. he came with me and when we got outside i realised i just wanted to go home. i had barely any money, but found a bus that took me right home. i felt bad that 193 didnt get to cum so i decided to give him a blow job right there on the bench while we waited for the bus. he played with my pussy while i bent over into his lap and sucked him hard and deep. only one car came past while we were doing it and like a good boy, he came very quickly in my mouth. a couple of minutes later the bus arrived and i told him to appoligise to the others that i was running off, but didnt like being so far from my own bed with nowhere to really sleep. 192 has been texting me today and they want to meet today, but the shine has gone from those boys. they all looked much cuter when i met them than when i left. but i think that was the first time i took 3 different loads in my mouth in row.

i am feeling very motivated, if a little tired right now. just spent the day with my flatmate and two girls and ended up sitting and pretty much being interviewed by them about my sex life and attitude towards sex. and now i am thinking this year i am going to do something about this. i am led to believe, from many people, that the way i am, the way i approach sex and men and conduct myself and buisness is very unique and i want to capitalise on this. i want to write more and explore ways i can get my story out there. my whole life has been pretty unique and have done and been part of things that dont happen to most people. i love my attitude to sex and men and want to find a way to make this public and profitable as well as interesting and empowering for other people. i had a stint, in my early twenties as a new wave feminist in art school and was set on creating a new kind of feminism, drawn from my own experience and attitude. in this motivated state, i am ready to give something a go. i know this is all very vague, but wanted to get this out there and wanted to make sure i start writing here more. this needs to be my home, my first port of call when something happens or when i think of something related to this venture. i am starting a plan.

so i find myself often playing along with boys that im not necessarily that interested in. texting them and tentatively discussing future plans, like meeting up later that night or another day. i love having a list of boys i can text or that are texting me. most of these boys are solid back ups. but rarely get to the top of my to do list. i meet new people who become priorities.. it might seem like i am letting a few boys who wouldnt otherwise stand a chance with me, get to play with me and think they are getting their way with me. but the reality is that i need their attention to bulk out list of potentials and keep my mind occupied. and these boys are chasers. that is another reason most will never rise to the top of the list. they make me feel good with their attention, but i dont generally hook up with chasers. if i dont want you immediately, chances are i never will. and pestering about that will just put me off. i dont really have a final point to make. was just sitting here on the bus thinking about it as i was texting a boy i kissed last night about how i was gonna meet him later tonight. ill probably be busy. i have two people above him on todays to do list. now that decision will be hard when it comes to it. the virgin or the smooth, confident, new 18 yr old. im quite a fan of letting fate take its path. so when i have a few lined up there will usually be a natural conclusion where fate aligns and leaves me with only one option. there was a night when this didnt happen. i will tell you about that one day and how i pissed of a whole bunch of boys in one move.

a couple of nights ago i saw a boy, 192, out in a club. he stood out. that is how i find all my boys. they just stand out to me. he was clearly very young an shy. we spent most of the night looking at each other with neither of us doing anything. i came over all 16 and shy and couldnt go talk to him, so in the end my mate got bored and went over and got him and handed him over to me. he asked how old  i was, i thought it was wise to ask him first, he replied 18 so i said, lets just say im 21. we talked very briefly before we made out. then we kinda just stood there. we didnt have much to say so i suggested we go outside to smoke. we sat on some stairs and ended up chatting for like half an hour. as the conversation was dying off, i said we should go back in somewhere. i had been talking about how i wanted to be a stripper, and we were sat opposite a strip club, so he said we should go in there. inside i sat on his lap while we watched the girls and chatted about them. he had his hands all over my legs and i was leaning back against his chest. i was so horny watching the girls with his hands on me and couldnt wait to get out of there. when we eventually left he very confidently said we should go back to mine. i live in an amazing apartment with a stunning view so we went up and sat on my balcony for a while chatting some more. we went into my bedroom and he sat on my bed, i sat down next to him and we started making out. he was a bit of a tentative kisser and seemed a little restrained. he put his hand between my thighs and started rubbing my pussy. his hand felt so good. firm but not rough. he pulled his jeans down and released his cock and i ran my hand down over his chest and hard stomach till i had my hand wrapped around him. i sat up and started kissing his chest and working my way down, and he was like, erm, ye i think i have a condom, i told him i didnt need it yet, but he kind of sat up and said he needed to tell me something. he said he hadnt done this before and that he was a virgin. i asked him if he was sure he wanted to do this and told him he didnt have to, but he was like, oh hell ye i want to. so , i pushed him back down on the bed, i was even more turned on than before and determined to make this the best experience possible. i pulled his jeans off and go on my knees between his thighs. i started tickling his balls with my tongue before i worked my way up the shaft and took him in my mouth. his penis was a great size and i found i could deep throat him perfectly. i even managed to tickle his balls with my tongue while i did it. i worked on his penis for a while. he just kept saying oh god, giggling a little bit and covering his face with his hands. it was so cute. he asked how i was so good at it and i looked up at him and with a mouth half full of cock, told him that it was cause i love it. i love cock in and around my face. it was pretty funny. he appreciated it. by now my pussy was so wet and i was so excited to finally fuck him, i slipped the condom on with my mouth and worked my way back up his body.he looked up at me and said dont be mad at him if he cums really quick or is rubbish. i kissed him and told him it didnt matter and i like it when boys cum quick as its a compliment.  i straddled him and gently positioned his cock and the entrance to my pussy.  i slowly pushed him inside me, just a little bit, then back out, then in again and back out, i did this a couple more times while he looked down watching the tip of his cock disappear inside me. then in one move i slid all the way down on him and he gasped. i started fucking him gently, slowly building up a rhythm and speed. he lay back, watching me, his hands on my ass, tits or in my hair. i worked him hard for quite a while before i told him it was his turn to fuck me. he rolled me over onto my back and watching him above me, his baby face and hard, muscly body, concentrating on sliding his cock inside me was so hot. he was a natural. he fucked me so well. he really was the best i have had for at least a week or two. he complained that his abs were killing him fucking me and i laughed saying fucking was really hard work. i got him to fuck me from behind and that was amazing, i was so close to cumming. which without a toy, with a new boy, is very rare. he wanted me on top again, so obliged, fucking him hard and fast, sitting up so he could watch me an play with my tits. we had been fucking for a good 15 minutes before he finally came and he slipped out of me. he just sat there, looked at me and asked what now. it was so cute. he didnterm, ye i think ill go with three. we lay in bed chatting more and i started tickling him, stroking his chest and sides. it wasnt long before we were both back at it. i sucked his cock for ages and he lost his shit over it. i asked if he wanted me to keep doing that or if he wanted to fuck me again. he chose well and we had some awesome sex. i thought id take him further and when he was fucking me from behind i reached over and grabbed my vibrator and pushed it onto my clit. i came hard and fast and he flipped me over onto my back and got my legs up on his shoulders and drove his cock in my sopping pussy while i kept the vibrator on my clit again, sending me into another orgasm. he lasted about thirty minutes this time. he really blew my mind. when he eventually came we were exhausted and it was 7am. he said he would leave me to sleep and he was gonna go back to his hotel and shower and stay up. i gave him my number and told him to call me if he wanted to do this more before he left. he text me last night. and we are gonna meet tonight. i am so horny now after writing this and thinking about him. there is absolutely nothing wrong with 18 year olds and youth does not mean they dont know what they are doing, even if they havent done it before. some boys are clearly just naturally very good at sex. and i picked a great one.

last week i left the town i had been living in for the past 4 months. i had a long list of people i wanted to do before i left and had planned on several nights of gangbangs in order to get them done. obviously you cant plan these things and had also found a boy who i was having such good sex with, i didnt wanna bother with anyone else. until my last night there. after a night spent dancing on a podium, i wandered down to the beach with a few mates and a boy i had been building up to fucking for two months. i hadnt swam naked at night the whole time id been there so it was my mission to do it on the last night. me and the boy, 175, got down to our pants and went in the water. my other 3 mates stayed on the beach and chatted and watched us, taking photos. his cock was hard despite the cold and we started kissing. he slid his hands down my body over my nipples that were rock hard and on to my pussy. after two months of waiting, i pulled his cock out his shorts and wrapped my hand round it, stroking him and kissing him. i sat down in the water and he stood over me and i took him in my mouth and sucked his cock for a little bit. then he pulled me deeper in the water and finally fucked me. it was surprisingly hard to fuck while floating about in the water. and our friends were still watching and taking photos. so it was a bit weird. and it was so cold. we decided to get out and go back to his hostel. the pool at his place was a bit warmer, so we spent a good hour in the water and on the side with his cock in my mouth and pussy. it was really fun but hard to get a good rhythm in the water.

earlier in the night i had met another guy, 176, who i had wanted to fuck for a couple of weeks. he was really hot in a tall, tanned, tattooed, pierced, australian, singlet and skinny jeans wearing way, so, my type. we had swapped numbers so i could meet up with him later in the night. while i was with 175, he kept calling me and texting me to go over to his. he was having a bit of a party and as it was my last night, i was keen to have more fun. 175 apparently takes ages to cum, and by now we had been at it for an hour an half and i was cold and thinking about 176. i told 175 i had to go to this party and he knew i had to leave for the airport in 3 hours so understood. it was a shame cause i had wanted him so much for so long. but my priorities for my last night was just to have a crazy time. so i ran out the hostel at 5am into a taxi to take me out to the suburbs to a random house to meet this other guy. when i got there he was hanging out with a mate, they were both so high. after about 2 mins he was like, erm, i think you need to be naked now. i was thinking there would be some 3some times, but he asked his mate for a blanket and hid us under there while he rubbed my pussy and made me take my clothes off. he was telling me to get his cock hard so i slid under the blanket and sucked his cock. he was so high tho it was hard to get anything out of him. he tried to fuck me, but there wasnt much to work with. i could tell normally he would have a great big cock, but all the drugs he had taken had an adverse effect. we went into the bathroom so we could try properly. he was begging me to get his cock hard and talk dirty to him. he was such a mess it just wasnt hot. i tried to a bit, but had little patience and told him i was done. he then begged me to let him play with me. he was very rough and i wasnt really enjoying it. he got on the bathroom floor and i straddled his face while he ate my pussy. he was good at that. and i enjoyed that for a while. but it was getting late. i knew i had to get home to finish packing and that was more on my mind than what he was up to down there. i told him i needed to go and that one day if im ever back in town and he isnt high then we can do this properly. we made out a bit while i waited for a taxi and rode off back to my apartment at 7am. i managed to get packed and get in a taxi in time for my flight. i was glad i had done both of my last night boys but wish either of them had been a bit more resolved.

so friday night i met a dude. he was hot, in a hipster way. an aussie model. anyway, i took him back to mine and he was a little awkward. it had taken hours of us talking in the first place to make out and get him to mine anyway.  we kissed a bit and he quickly got my top and bra off. i was laying on my back and he just started jiggling my tits. it was so wierd. it was like he had never seen or touched boobs before and was exploring how they move. after doing that for a bit he straddled my chest and tried to squeeze my boobs around his cock. in the position we were in it wasnt really possible so i took him in my mouth. he had quite a good cock, good lengh and rock solid. i pushed him on his back and started my best work with mouth. but after a few minutes he pushed me up, said stop and started pulling up his shorts. he jumped off the bed saying he cant do this. he was really sorry and said he knew it was a wierd thing for a dude to do, but that he had to leave. i just lay there an told him no worries. he told me to text him the next day and he would see me then. i made a mental note to make sure i did not do that and then he walked out.  i was a lil frustrated and apart from being pretty confused, which i still am, had a good nights sleep. it might seem particularly wierd but this, as you will find out, is not the first time i have been walked out on recently.

i am supposed to be working right now but i cant stop thinking about last night and havent had any mates to talk to about it yet. so im gonna write it here first!

last night i had my first b/g/b/g/b orgy! i met this guy on thursday, 167 and fucked him on saturday morning. on sunday night, when i was working, two guys i had been flirting with all weekend bought a whole tray of shots off me. i sat down with them and 167 came over and joined us. they asked me if they could do them off my body if i lay on the table. after a little encouragement from 167 i agreed. they placed one shot between my legs, one between my boobs and one in my mouth and then took it in turns to do all 3. they bought 45 shots so this took a while. 167 was rubbing my pussy and one of the other guys, 168, was stroking my legs and kept kissing me every time he would do a shot out my mouth. i hung out with 167 and 168, for a bit after just chatting and kissing them both and we said we should all fuck when i finish work in an hour. they didnt know each other, but from that point they spent the next hour together waiting for me.
when i finished work 167 said he wanted me to get another girl involved. i looked around but couldnt find one i was interested in, then just as we were leaving, one of the bar girls 169, came in with 167s mate. she is the hottest girl there on any night, so i went up to the two of them and asked if they wanted to come home with me and 167 and 168. the boys were so surprised when they said yes and she was up for it. they couldnt believe their luck.

we all walked back to mine and when we got here went into the pool. we all stripped off naked and jumped in. 169 was with her guy, s, making out and i was taking it in turns kissing 167 and 168. then 169 came over to me and we kissed and she slid her hand down and started stroking my pussy. my fingers slipped straight inside her. her pussy was so smooth and wet. then she started fucking s in the pool and me and 168 did the same. he was fucking me in the middle of the pool and we worked out way over to the edge so he had me against the wall. i was watching 169 and s while 168 fucked me and 167 watched me. they stopped fucking and i kissed her and played with her pussy some more before i swam over to 167 and kissed him and started stroking his cock under the water. 168 came up behind me and kissed my neck and rubbed my pussy and started fucking me again while i was kissing and stroking the other guys cock. after doing this for a while, we decided we needed a bed and some warmth so went up to my apartment. 168 and 169 got in the shower and i got in and started kissing her and sucking on her tits. we both were kissing 168 and 167 came and got in too. 167 got on his knees and started licking my pussy while i kissed 169. when she realised s was on his own, she got out the shower and went into my bedroom with him and fucked him. i was left in the shower with the other two boys and i took it in turns, sucking and fucking them. still in the shower they took it in turns to film me getting fucked from both ends. 168 got out the shower and 167 picked me up and pinned me against the shower wall and fucked me until we collapsed onto the floor where i rode his cock under the hot water. 167 and 168 both wanted to fuck the other girl too, so we got out the shower and i went into the bedroom. 169 and s were done and left the bedroom so 167 came in and fucked me hard. he was a great fuck and so fun. after a lil while 169 and s came back in and the four of us mixed it up for a while. me and her made out and played with each others pussies, we both sucked s cock at the same time, she went down on me which was amazing and she and 167 both licked my pussy at the same time. 169 got fucked by s with her face in my pussy. then 169 rode s while i rode 167. me and the girl 69ed while 167 fucked me. i hadnt been with a girl for like two years so it was awesome to get my face between her legs. her pussy is amazing and it tasted so sweet. after doing all this for a while, me and 167 went on the balcony for a smoke and i realised 168 had left. i sucked 167s cock while he had a cigarette then we went back into the lounge where he filmed me sucking his cock and riding him. we chucked the other two out of my bed as they were falling asleep and we fucked amazingly, till the neighbours banged on the wall to get us to shut up. we made a bed for them in the lounge and 167 and i went back to bed and i sucked his cock till we both fell asleep.

this morning 167 and i had some nice morning blow jobs, fucking, cigarettes and chats, while 169 and s did the same in the next room. the boys had to check out of their room and left me and her to have a little giggle about last night before she got a cab home.

now im just sat here in a dreamy, sleepy, happy state. i should be working, but i worked quite hard last night with my first orgy.