Different layers of perception.
Nothing is good or bad. Everything just is. Reality. Living in the present. Feeling joy just at existing in my body. I am a human animal. Read More "Different layers of perception."
Black Lives Dont Matter.
Black Lives Dont Matter. There is no need for Pride. Feminism is Fucked. I dont care about FGM. Everyone is already aware of mental health. I am not positive about fat bodies or disfuntion. I dont care about which political party is in power. I dont care about any of these individual things. Cause everything is fucked. And everything is inextricably linked. Everything has unintended consequences that cause more problems when you fix issues individually. Everything is fucked. From the way we structure family, have relationships, parent, school, education, work, food, movement, sex, mental health, nature, animals, money, to evey other thing outside of the reality of our bodies that humans have made utp, is wrong. It is mistakes built on mistakes buld on intentional bad faith control, power, and coercion of the working class. And by working class, i mean anyone who has to work to survive. 99.9% of the human race. We are all oppressed. We are all traumatized. We all have been conditioned and shaped into the domesticated human that is no longer coping or surviving and is dragging the planet and every other species with it. There is no point fixing, focusing, caring about one issue. Cause it wont fix anything. We have to go back. All the way back, to before we started letting individual people with vested interests, make decisions for the masses. The only way t o save the human animal, is to find out what the human animal is and needs. And how to structure a holistic world around our needs to make existence enjoyable rather than the hell that we are currently all surviving. The only way to start is to wipe away everything we know. Everything. Stand in a void. With no past and no future, nothing has happened, nothing… Read More "Black Lives Dont Matter."
Ideas Of Things To Write
write up some of the sex scenarios i do at work to demonstrate feminist sex how i work and how it is female/perforner first practical run throughs of sex run throughs of how to own the room and how to not let a man use your body arguments against rad fem positions how what i do and how i see it being transferable to be a industry standard why is sex female why do we need sex arts how the body can save the human Read More "Ideas Of Things To Write"
Does anyone struggle with weeding/control of nature for human aesthetics? I’m renting and I have to tell my landlord I can’t clear out the wilderness around my mailbox!!! There are so many lady birds and pretty flowers there. Read More "Weeding"
How I See The World And How I Think It Should Be, Based On A Life Time Of Being Me.
Basic Run Down Of How I See The World How I See The World And How I Think It Should Be, Based On A LifeTime Of Being Me. The foundation stone of my theory is the human animal. What is best for the human animal body and mind, in nature. If we strip back all stories, conditioning, believes, knowledge, understanding, assumption of what it is to be a human being in this modern world, we can start to uncover our fundamental human needs and motivations. These things should be the driving forces and central elements to human life. i see these fundamental elements for the human animal to survive as; sustenance, shelter, security, exploration, play, intimacy, pleasure and rest. The core of the human society is intimacy and connection. We are a social sexual species. I follow the interpretation of the human that stems from observations of the bonobo, and detailed in “Sex At Dawn”. We are a matriachal sexual society. Our tribes were held together by intimacy and intimacy is how we mixed with different tribes. Intimacy is all types of physical touch including sex acts. A spectrum of touch from platonic to familiar to sexual. It has been theorized that the natural human sexuality, genetalia, and social structures are based off us being a sperm competition species. Its the natural human females natural sexuality to have group sex during ovulation to get the best sperm of the tribe. Our internat biology is designed to find the right sperm for the egg, rather than the woman find the right man to be the father. There was no competition over sex. Sex was the most abundant resource available to the human animal, Our lack of a thick body hair speaks to me of the importance of skin on skin contact… Read More "How I See The World And How I Think It Should Be, Based On A Life Time Of Being Me."
If I could teach, the world to stand, in perfect harmony. Then every boy, and every girl, would know what physical ease can be. Read More "Body Connection"
Forming My Karen Opinion
I really think “karen” is just another way to silence angry women. Oh no. Someone is demanding good service cause they are sick and tired of being fucked over, and over and over. And one day you snap. And everyone attacks. Instead of wandering why she snapped. Women are so fucked over that a woman expressing her anger is seen as something awful. Read More "Forming My Karen Opinion"
Trust the Science?
I’m not entirely sure why any science people say something is definite cause they always have to correct it. Check the replication crisis. Or any documentary…”previously science thought xyz. Now they discovered it’s abc”. It’s a pretty huge human ego issue thinking they know anything for sure when we are such a insignificant blip in the universe. As if some people think they can make sense of it Read More "Trust the Science?"
Moving Like Animal
Ok so this is one of my special interests, so I’m sorry for the info dump. and it not being a specific tip, but I got excited!!! I’m more motivated to move now more than I ever have been because I stopped trying to exercise, stopped thinking of doing a set event where I’m focused on getting fitter or thinner or stronger! Instead I have found ways I enjoy playing and moving in my body that I always enjoy and trying to move more in general. I free dance/move around super weird. I free stretch/ move around super weird. I work on my posture and alignment/stand or lie around weirdly. I walk. Anywhere will do. Around the block can be as good as a elaborate hike. I really enjoy seeing the places change through the seasons. I think about my posture and try to be in my body and the present when I’m walking. I use movement as meditation. When I’m at home, I practice handstands when I’m walking to the toilet or waiting for something in the kitchen. etc… I’m a loner so my activities are solo, but if you have family or friends to do activities with, you could do a bigger range of activities. Anything from disk golf with friends, to climbing up the stairs with your kids while pretending its Mt Everest. Any way and any time spent in your body can be exercise, in its benefits, if not in style! I am more happy with how I feel in body and how it functions, from just generally moving more, and more mindfully, than when I lifted for 3 hours a day or ran etc. i feel so much happier and more alive than when i always felt guilty for not wanting to force myself to… Read More "Moving Like Animal"
Do You Work Out?
I am a very active person but I would say no if someone asked if I exercised. And I think this is part of the mindset that helps me be so active!!! I have found ways I enjoy moving my body. I used to swim, gym, lift, run, yoga, meditate. I dropped all formal movement practices and moved into my own body. I love free dance and free stretching, and walking is my mental health life saver. I also like functional fitness, Read More "Do You Work Out?"
Wished I Could Ask People This.
do any of you get debilitated by the reality of how awful humans are and how fucked the world is? on a existential, grand, fundamental reality scale, not like, “lots of people have been mean to me and they suck”. But as in the trajectory of humanity is totally fucked and has been for tens of thousands of years and no one is looking to or willing to do anything about it? or even admit its all fucked up and wrong. and its getting exponentially worse. Read More "Wished I Could Ask People This."