i have dissapeared for a few months cause i thought i had found the one. it wasnt actually the first time i had found this boy. my previous post told you, i heard from the boy that locked me in his room for 5 days. well we met up and not long after that we fell totally in love, again. we had a lovely semi normal relationship for the past 3 months. he was perfect. he didnt even freak out when i acted totally insane. and obviously we had constant and amazing filthy times. we fit together perfectly sexually. no-one has done things with me like he has. everything about him and us was perfect, apart from me being shit. a useless girlfriend, treating him like shit. but i really thought i wanted to spend my life with him and that it would be perfect and would get better forever. turns out though he is leaving the country in 6 months and doesnt want a relationship before he leaves and that i am just too horrible for him to want to be with me. awesome. awesome. so i now cant move, or breathe or even want to fuck anyone else, cause all i want is him. so unless that changes this will become very boring!
…had my first 3 boy foursome
i had an amazing 4some with 3 boys at the end of january. it wasnt technically a full on 4some, but i had 3 guys in me in one sitting. 27 was out with mates from back home, one of them, 22, i had fucked a few times before when i was younger, around the time i fucked 27 for the first time. 22 was always really filthy. one time when i had my period he went down on me and while he sucked on my clit he fucked my ass hard with his fingers for hours on his living room floor.
so back to january, i spent a lot of the night with 27 on one arm and 22 on the other, making out with them in turn. i met the rest of their friends and they were hot. 27 always asks me to come back to his, but i generally have more interesting offers, or cant be bothered to travel that far, but this time i wanted in an i wanted all of them. 27 and his mate, 102, had to get a cab at 5am to catch a flight, so shortly after we got back 22 turns to me and says, right i have to leave in an hour an i wanna fuck you now. i asked 27 if that was all right, if i could go to his room an fuck 22 an he sent me away to enjoy myself. me and 27 started to kiss and undress each other but soon gave up the pretense of any romance and just got up and stripped naked. after playing with each other for a while an me sucking on his cock he thought it would be a good idea to get 27 involved. he came in and i was fucking 22, me on top. 22 told 27 to fuck me in the ass, but 27 said he had me for the rest of the night after they leave an i had to wait to fuck him. he stayed there watching me and 22 fuck for a while then decided to help out. he got behind me and used his fingers and tongue on my ass. it was incredible. we moved around so i could suck his cock while 22 fucked me. after a while he just started watching us again. we had left the door open and as time moved on all of thier mates kept coming in to tell us to hurry up and that they didnt have much time. at first we covered up a bit an stopped fucking but after a while we didnt care an just carried on while all the boys came in and watched for a bit. 27 kept coming back for some more blow jobs and to stick his fingers in my ass while i kept fucking his friend. it was all really laid back and fun. when 102 came in for about the tenth time, he stayed for a while and shut the door behind him. 27 left the three of us in there cause he knew that 102 wanted to get involved. 22 called him over and told him to come and touch me. i was blowing him with my ass up in the air over the side of the bed and 102 came over and started playing with me an then just said fuck it, i wanna fuck her now. he got his cock out for me and i sucked on it while playing with 22, i then turned back around and sucked 22 while 102 fucked me and then 27 came in to watch. pretty soon 22 came in my mouth. their mates started coming in again saying the cab was coming in 5 minutes. 22 left me and 102 to it and we fucked until he came in me, making the cab wait. 22 and 102 then ran off to catch their flight. i got back up and hung out with everyone in the living room again, but after a while me and 27 wanted to go back to bed. we fucked for the rest of the night and morning and i came 4 times. it was an incredible fun night and we all got a lot of what we wanted. next time i wanna get air tight but for my first foursome it was more than all right.
…got told i am going to do what im told again
last night i heard from the dream boy from the time i got locked in a boys bedroom for 5 days. when i woke up i thought it was a perfect dream. i was ready for reality to kick in and to realise it was only a dream, but i realised he had infact messaged me on facebook last night. after 3 years. it might all start again.
you’re going to do what i tell you again.
you’re going to send me your address and your number along with your bra, cup, waist and hip size. if you’re a good little girl you’ll be getting a visit from me soon. you’ll be over my lap, in a pretty little dress that’s been bought just for you. you’re going to do what i say and you’re going to be my little girl.
im going to do exactly what i am told.
…just needed someone to stick it in.
that time is now. i have had a really high sex drive the past few months. and that being me, means it has got pretty intense. a few days without a fella kills me. i can make myself cum as much as i want but nothing compares to someone just sticking it in me. it isnt even for sexual gratification, it is just the enjoyment of naked boys and the feel of a cock in me, of someone fucking me. i have been getting easy repeaters with my top 5 favourites and havent been out as much as usual, as it has been so easy getting sex without going out, so there hasnt been many, or any, i cant think right now, new ones.
my one new favorite is 101. getting with him has been a bit more of a whole experience rather than a sex orientated thing. it started out promising with some text flirting and the night after he came home with me. however after sitting around my room for about 3 hours and it getting to 6am without anything happening i was starting to doubt the wiseness of this choice. he started the whole thing anyway so i felt it was his place to take it to the next level. after we got into the pretence of going to sleep, we eventually started getting it on. gently making out, undressing each other and feeling his cock for the first time, which turned out to be a little disappointing. im not saying it was small, but it was just average. pretty soon we got into it and it turned out to be the worst sex i have had in ages. and im not just blaming him. i did not have a clue what to do with him, i could not read him at all. it was like fucking a piece of paper. i got no feedback, we were all out of sync and i just didnt know what he was enjoying or not. its not like i had to worry for long, it was all over pretty quick. we started seeing each other several times a week. a lot of the time was spent cuddling and having little kisses. we did have more sex and it did get better. one time we even came together. that is always cool. me on top of him, grinding away, slowly, firmly. i could feel him building up and i just kept going as he started to cum, it totally set me off and we collapsed in each others arms happy. he is the best at cuddling. it didnt take long for me to realise though that there was not as much excitement and desperation and sexuality coming from him as there should be from a 20 year old boy. it turns out that he isnt very sexual. i think he is quite inexperienced and in one email conversation he stated that based on what i had on numerous occasions mentioned about my history, felt he could not compensate my needs and i should look for satisfaction elsewhere. we moved past this and managed to spend several more nights mostly just cuddling and being semi rejected, to the point of such extreme frustration, that one morning i shouted at him to just stick it in me. he didnt. he seems very confused and the whole situation is not easy. its like we are trying to have some sort of relationship but it is so frustrating cause we arent doing all the fun new thing stuff. i just want to jump all over him and make out for hours and stay in bed fucking for days. we seem to have fallen out again at the moment, so i might not have to worry about it anymore. he just leaves me needing someone to stick it in me.
…couldn’t sleep
i have gone to bed for only the second night since tuesday, on my own. and now i cant sleep. so i thought now would be a good time to outline my current situations. i thought it would be good to put down where i am at the moment with everyone as it might not be clear where i am coming from with all of this. some of the stories on my blog are from my past and some are from my present. all are one hundred percent truth. these arent fantasies. i have done all these things. i am currently sleeping with 8 different guys and lining up 3 others. not all of them are as regular as others and some might actually be over now but they are all still present in my current mansphere. i think i will break it down by the rough order of most recent to last. and they can have their own posts.
42 – he came over last night and we had a few hours of pretty great sex. he gave me an amazing orgasm on the second of the 3 fucks that night. i was riding him on top and he was grabbing my ass and grinding hard into me, my clit rubbing against him and his cock rubbing firmly against the front wall in my pussy. it lasted for ages and as my orgasm eased i bounced really hard an fast, sitting up, squeezing my nipples. he has a beautiful cock and is very nice and very handsome. i first met him back in the home town when i was 19. we shared a taxi home from a club, as strangers, and we ended up fucking at his. i had to sneak out in the morning so his parents didnt catch me. fun. since then we have really randomly fucked 3 or 4 more times, me visiting home town and staying at his, or him coming over to mine now.
100 – he came and met me at 7am on new years day at a party and we went back to mine a few hours later and hung out and managed to wake up enough to have really energetic, interesting and orgasmic sex. he spent the whole of new years day here with me and we fucked a couple more times. he has such a beautiful thick cock and is stunning.
miso – he came over earlier this week. it is only the second time he has stayed over. the first time we just made out all night as i was on my period and also i didnt want to fuck him the first opportunity i had cause our situation is so complex that i wanted to make sure it wasnt going to be a one off drunk thing. he is a really taboo person for me to fuck. under no circumstances should we even ever have thought about each other that way and because of that he will remain a code only ever briefly referred to and not really expanded on here.
31 – i have been fucking 31 for 4 ½ years pretty sporadically. he is one of my old best friends exs. and i have also since become very good friends with his last gf too, 81 from the night i played filthy spin the bottle. the first time we fucked his first ex walked in on us fucking in their living room. they werent together properly any more but were still living together. we pretended to be sorry and upset, but when she walked out we ended up fucking again. i think the next time we fucked wasnt till about a year or two later when we were living in the same part of town and hanging out in the same group of people randomly. then we ended up fucking quite a few times, spending nights and days doing lots of drugs and fucking. i really really liked him from the first time i met him when he started seeing his first ex about 7 years ago. i always felt we had a bit of a connection and felt like it was more than just fucking every time we ended up together. the last but one time i went home with him, half way through, me sat on top of him, he just looked at me and asked, why does this always happen? quite soon after that we were talking on chat and we finally admitted that we both loved each other and felt like we should really end up together and we didnt know why we hadnt tried anything more before. since then, things between us have been really fucked up. we were really great friends and the sex was a good, fun and relaxed extra. now we can barely talk to each other. the last time i went to his it was really nice and we watched tv and chatted and cuddled and kissed a lot but didnt mention the fact we had said, i love you, the last time we talked. he has a really long cock and a beautiful, thin, pale body. he loves to watch when we fuck, either in the mirror or in the window or just watching his cock slide in and out of my wet pussy. it really turns me on, knowing he gets off from watching us together. i dont know where we can go next after everything we have said, but we will definately be spending more time with him inside me very soon.
60 – i fucked 60 a few weeks ago for the first time in about 4 years. before that we fucked a couple of times at squat parties, he is actually the guy in the story about ending up in hospital. he came out one night on his own and met me. after following me around like a puppy, it became clear he was there to go home with me. there was loads of foreplay and he went down on me for ages then by the time he finally fucked me, he was so turned on he lasted about a minute. i quite like that tho, i enjoy it when they cum quickly as it feels like they really enjoy it. we said we were gonna be each others back up, but as we live opposite sides of town and dont go out in the same places it hasnt really happened.
27 – i first fucked 27 7 years ago back in the home town, on the night i got with 4 guys. after he moved closer to me again, we had an incredible 3some, which i am yet to write about. the most recent time i fucked 27 was on the night when i had two lame ducks. pb is so horny i could have him whenever i see him. he is usually such a great fuck, and has an incredible body and cock. hopefully next time i see him, i wont have already lined up anyone else.
87 – he is the manager of one of my local pubs. i always thought he hated me. turns out he quite likes me now. or did. we had a couple of nights together and he is pretty impressive with his hands and we did some amazing 69s with fingers in my pussy and ass and his cock deep in my throat. but he has an inability to cum. it is a widely discussed fact about him, an that doesnt make for very satisfying fucking. however on the first morning i thought id wake him up with a cheeky, luby, hand job. it did the trick and he seemed very suprised when he came all over my hand. i found out after about him not beng able to cum, so have since been very proud. he did the whole, i like you, we have a connection, there is something here thing, but in typical boy style he went wierd afterwards and barely talked to me. all i wanted was to add another fun, casual fuck to my list and to fuck him in his office, but by being all wierd he has pretty much put an end to all future fun. however, i know that he knows he still can have it and there have been a couple of times we might have if i hadnt lined up someone else. so maybe there is time for more wierd sex.
96 – he was my original secret. his gf broke up with him and he was really heartbroken. we were mates but neither of us would say we were close. i had heard that he thought i was really hot and wanted a bit of me, so i got talking to him on chat and offered him wise words on his broken heart and gave him a distraction by talking filth and texting him dirty pictures of me for him to wank to. we hung out a couple times after then and one night he got pretty drunk and when he left he text me asking if i wanted to go back to his. he said there would be definately no sex and he just wanted company. i said i was fine with that and wouldnt let anything happen. so back at his, in bed, we had a good chat and a laugh and were having a nice cuddle and he fell asleep. now despite what i said, this guy was hot and i really couldnt waste this opportunity, so i got up to go to the toilet so he would wake up. it worked like a charm and when i got back in bed he was definately more perky. it was the slowest moving, most tentative time ive really ever been with anyone. it was amazing. we lay there for ages with our faces super close together, talking, knowing that one move and we would be kissing. eventually it happened, but it was still quite a while before we got confident enough to kiss with real passion and then he totally lost it. he couldnt get enough of my body, grabing every inch, putting my breasts in his mouth, rubbing my aching pussy through my clothes. then he would sort of realise what he was doing and calm down and try and stop himself from wanting to fuck me. a little stratigic wiggle from me tho and it would all start again. this kept happening, building up and stopping, getting a bit further each time. we got as far as me being naked, on my knees, sucking his cock and i think we actually did a bit of 69 too, before it got too much for him again and his pain and guilt took over. boring. we fell asleep, but at some point that amazing night fucking happened where neither of you know who woke up who and how you ended up like it, but we were back at it again and this time he wasnt going to let anything stop him. he has a really big and beautiful cock and it felt so good streatching my little pussy. i bounced around on him for ages and made sure he could see his cock slipping in and out of my soaking wet hole. it was really great knowing that no matter what he had said about not fucking me, that he just couldnt help himself and pretty soon he came deep inside me. in our still sleepy state we were finally able to fall asleep satisfied. when he went to work in the morning he let me stay at his and sleep till whenever which was nice. since then we have hung out loads, several times a week and have often talked about fucking again and had lots of nice dirty online chats, but we have come to the conclusion that regular sex would be a bit complicated as we were already starting to feel like dicks for gettin with other people in front of each other and neither of us want to get too invovled so we are going to leave it. but maybe just fuck once or twice more cause we both really want to get each other naked again.
one of my other favorite things to do is line people up. i love taking things to another level with friends by chattin dirty on facebook chat. at the moment i have 3 people i am lining up. 2 are from the home town an are a bit different from the usual lining up.
one, ka, i met when he was djing at a club. i wanted him to dj for me so we swapped numbers. he text me as soon as i left saying he thought i was beautiful and wanted to meet up soon. a few days after christmas we went on a short mid day date in the home town. it was nice, a bit interview vibes as we didnt know each other. after he text me sayin he wanted to see me again as soon as possible. he was meant to come to meet me on saturday but his mom was ill so couldnt. he will come visit at some point soon and we will stay at mine, so that is gonna be one of my next ones.
my other home town boy, sailor, i first met 7 years ago and we used to make out. he is so stunning, nose ring, loads of tattoos and i love making out with him. we have found each other on facebook recently and he now lives near . we have chatted loads and a week before christmas we met up in my ends. was great to see him and we thought it would be funny to go out in the home town together over christmas. we did and ended up making out all night like when we were teenagers. i invited him to mine but he said he had to be home cause of parents and christmasyness. we arranged to meet after christmas. i would love to finally, 7 years later, get him in to bed. i bed he looks so good naked. he is back in two days so we will see.
i think the one who will be my next one i get from the ones im lining up is jowe. we have been chatting loads recently and swapping dirty pics and trying to arrange a meet up. he is just a mate of a mate who i have known for a couple of years. i could tell he always had a bit of a crush on me and always seemed a bit shy about it. but for some reason recently he has been really forward about wanting to fuck me and see me naked. he has send me amazing pictures of his cock and films of him fucking his ex gf. i am actually chattin to him while i am writing this. he is telling me he wants to fuck me in the ass while he puts the vibrator in my pussy. so exciting. he might come over later. he has a girlfriend and both him and her are quite famous so this is pretty secret too. he better come over at some point soon anyway. i want to be double fucked.
so that is where i stand. i have been having other one night stands between these, but they dont really matter and i know they are one offs. I really really want some sex now.
…made charts about my sex life
i made charts about my sexual history, including things like how many people fucked while drunk, how many friends vs strangers i kissed, how good people were in relation to how well i knew them, etc, based on my list when i was at uni. i dont have them anymore, lost in my laptop graveyard. but i have started doing them again. i dont have all my old diaries that has all the details in atm though so it is a bit hard. but here is the first two ive done. a simple one of how many people people i have fucked and when, comparing how many each month. and another one showing the cumulative total of how many people i have fucked over the past 10 years.
…woke up with a stranger in my bed
this has happened before and since, but this time was a particularly intense memory loss. my dad had gone away for a few weeks when i was 18, so i moved into his flat. not a clever move on any parents part. but lots of fun for me. so i woke up one morning after a big wednesday, pretty out of it, facing out of the bed. after a minute i realized that there was another body in my bed. i racked my brains about where i had been and who with last night, but came up with nothing. the last thing i remembered was pretty early in the night and i had a memory of being disappointed with the quality of a boy i had kissed. as that was the last thing i remembered, the ugly fear set in and i lost the ability to turn over and find out who this person was. i lay there for almost half an hour, trying to think and trying to delay the ugly shock i was gonna get. after a while i could tell he was awake too, so i slowly turned over and realized, this guy, number 15, was hot. i was so surprised and relieved. i definitely had never seen him before in my life and had no idea who he was. so we exchanged mornings and when he asked me if he could stay for a bit and hang out and fuck more, i was happy to oblige, but i told him on one condition, that he tell me who the fuck he is and why he is in my bed. turned out to be a mates older brother, who i met randomly and decided to take back with me. we spent the whole day in bed making me some new memories and we ended up seeing each other for a few weeks. so who ever said not to accept rides from strangers, was definitely wrong.
…did it on a building site
there is a guy on my list, dance boy, number 24. i don’t really remember anything about him apart from we had a dance off a few times at this club i used to go to back home. i thought he was gay, but obviously not. one night he got hold of me and we ended up running about the city center together at 3am. we took all our clothes off and jumped into the big fountain, then we rolled out into the neighboring flower beds, where we tried to fuck. it was a bit too public, in the middle of the square, so we went off into an alley, but as we got into each others pants a massive flood light went on and we had to run off. not sure how, but we ended up on the scaffolding on the side of a building down another alley. i held onto the scaffolding in front of me while he fucked me from behind. i remember his brown corduroy coat. that is the last thing i remember. but that isn’t the only time i got it on in the streets of my home town.
…had two lame ducks
so last night an old favorite 27 was out again. he didnt pester me as much as last week where he was rubbing my pussy in front of everyone and pretty much fucking me at the bar. but come the end of the night he was after a bit again. we made out for a while, and i was gonna send him home with just that, as i had another boy waiting to go home with me in the other room. but i thought fuck it, he wont know. so we went down to the toilets. he felt some need to get me naked, which i guess wasnt hard as i only had a dress on with tights and no other underwear. i could here people outside clearing up and someone tried to come in, so i was like, erm lets leave it. but he got his cock out an rubbed it agains my pussy from behind, picked me up and pushed me against the sink and started fucking me. this was great, apart from the fact he was clearly wasted and couldnt keep his cock hard. we carried on for a while, but it just seemed like a waste of time. i got off and told him it would be best to leave it now, slapped his ass and walked out. just down the corridor was my other boy for the night, 60. while we were gettin ready to leave 27 kept calling me and texting me asking me over, but i hadnt seen 60 for 4 years and wanted to take him home. when we got home i was so tired i just wanted to pass out, but he made quite a romantic effort at undressing and kissing me. his kissing was a bit intense, all tongues and biting, which i like, but i dont need my whole face licked. also what is it with boys wanting to kiss every inch of my body atm? i quite like it, but i find it a bit wierd and boring. anyway after teasing me for ages he went down on me, he is really good at it. after quite a while, he came back up and started fucking me, but after about 30 seconds he came. he tried carrying on fuckin me, but obvs he was too soft by then. i didnt mind as i was tired and i much preffer someone to cum quickly than take ages or not at all. i find it a compliment. i will definately be seein more of him now he is back in the city. but hopefully i wont end up with two lame ducks in one night again.
…might ruin a good thing with my blog
you see this bullshit on the telly an films and shit, like oooohhh i write a blog, its a secret, oh no, someones found out about it, oh its ruined a relationship. well as i have a big mouth when i had only just started this blog and needed to tell someone about it. so i told this boy i had just met. we had spent a good couple of nights together. he really turned me on an i havent laughed so much in ages just hanging out. at first he was cool with the blog. he even wrote a mini one for me. then one night he said he couldnt handle the blog and wouldnt be seeing me again. i was pretty gutted, i didnt expect my blog to affect my real life, especially so soon after it had started. anyway after a couple of weeks and some tentative texts he came over one night when i was ill cause i needed a cuddle. yeah im not just all about sex, i like a good cuddle and hang out too. we spent a couple of nights together and we had a really good time. he wouldnt let me fuck him the first night, cause he was still reading the blog and knew what id been doing. by the time we did fuck, it was so good i came in about 5 seconds. he really turns me on and makes me cum more than i usually do. an he is so much fun to hang out with too. he came back to mine on friday night after we had been out and we had a lovely day fucking and chattin an eating on saturday. i came more that day than i have in ages. i went out that night and got too tired so came home and decided to write about my 100 and generally play on the blog. i knew he was still reading it, but this is my baby and i dont wanna stop, i love it. i got woken up on sunday with a text from him saying, i hate you and that blog. so i think this blog might have ruined a good thing. i love being made to cum so much and laugh so much by the same person and i really hope this blog doesnt affect that. or now i have writen this, that it does actually affect it, in a good way.
…reached 100
it is done. i have reached 100. 99 was last week and 100 was this week. they are both a little bit famous, in bands and are two of the hottest guys i have ever fucked. i had been lining it up with 100 for a while and i told his flatmate, my mate, about the fact my next one was to be 100. his flatmate had been using 100 as collateral in a little buisness deal we are doing and wasnt going to release him to me till we had signed off on it, sort of like a sweetener for me. so on the night, 100 came up to me and was like, fuck it, im not wating anymore, i dont care if the deal is done or not, i want you. he told me he had heard i had a momentous number coming up and that he thought he should be it. his flatmate hadnt told him what number it was, so i told him. he was impressed and we agreed it would be really good for him to be 100. i took him back to mine and made out for a while before he got me naked. i was actually pretty nervous. he went down on me for ages. which was great, but it can get a little boring if i know im not gonna cum. when i eventually dragged him away from my pussy he knelt over me and put the fattest most porno dick in my face i have ever seen. it was massive. not too long, just right, but so fat, it was amazing. i sucked on it for a while an then couldnt wait any more. i wanted my 100. he liked fucking me really deep and hard which can be hard for me at the best of times, as im quite little, but with his knob i kept having to calm him down. he fucking nailed it though when he stuck his fingers hard in my ass at the same time tho. it was so good and a little bit filthy. we tried to get him in my ass, but it was way too big and its been a while since i have done that, so we agreed to keep trying another time. anyway we had a good energetic fuck and after we recovered i was like, oh fuck yeah, 100 and we high fived. it was hilarious. he stayed over and in the morning we had some more sex and hung out. turns out he is pretty funny and nice as well as stunning. and he said i dont have any choice, an it will be happeing again. it wasnt particularly crazy or wild, but i am very happy with my 100 and will be proud to show him off as the magic number. so i have 100, now where do i go from here?
Edit August 2019. 100 is famous now. He tours Europe and has done vocals on a house track that I heard when I was in Disneyland in California a few years ago! Another fuck buddy in Las Vegas put on a playlist, for sex, and 100 was on lots of the songs! Another weird crossover from my old life to new.
…played filthy spin the bottle
my friend had gone away for a few weeks and i was house sitting for her. i was at 82s pub and me, him and a few mates were gettin pretty wrecked as usual. it was only really us out so when the pub shut we needed something else to do. 82 suggested we get some booze and drugs in a go get filthy at my friends house. sounded good to me. so 81 (a chick who has been fucking 82 for months, but no one knew at the time) 82, me, shar (some girl off some shit telly show) and our mate 79 (who id got with before) all jumped in a taxi accross town to me friends house. she has this sex board game that we tried to play for a while, before we realized it was way too dull and nothing was happening, so we thought spin the bottle would be much more fun. it started fairly tame, dancing, kissing, touching under the table. but with the booze and drugs it wasnt long before 81 was filming me give 79 a lap dance, and shar was blowin 79 under the table. 81 had to lapdance for 82, and we all had to take it in turns gettin blindfolded and kiss everyone and guess who it was. shar didnt get too involved, especially as 81 was takin photos, bein a celeb and all. the lads then had to take it in turns to get on their backs and me and 81 had to sit on their faces and they had to guess who was who, then i had to stay there on 79 and let him eat me in front of everyone. this by now had all got a bit much for shar. she blamed external emotional trauma on her poor performance and wanted 79 to take her home. i was really gutted as i wanted him so bad. we did everything to make him stay and told him exactly what he would be missing out on if he left. but shar had him whipped and after making out with me all over the kitchen for 10 minutes while she looked on, incredibly pissed off, he left. it didnt take long for me, 81 and 82 to get upstairs and get naked and pretty soon he was telling me to get down an eat her pussy whilst he fucked me from behind. he made get on top of him and she had to sit on his face so we could made out while we fucked him. he kept making me go down on her while he fucked me in all positions. i had her sitting on my face while he fucked me and played with her tits. i sucked his knob while she ate me out an he went down on her. that was pretty hot. it all would have been pretty hot if he hadnt been just that bit too fat, his knob a bit too small, if her stubly pussy hadnt tasted quite so bad and if i had any girl skills left whatsoever. she reveled in telling me how bad i was after. anyway after a little sleepy, we all went at it again. this time it was a bit better as we kind of knew what we were doing, being more sober, an it also had that fun denial element, morning after sex has, where for a while you can pretend it is the night before, but with more sensation! 82 took it in turn fucking each of us, but i dont really remember any of the good stuff. after all the hard work we went back to our part of town and out for a sunday roast. me and 82 thought it was hilarious and told everyone. but 81 freaked out and it all became this rubbish massive drama thing for a while. it was a really fun night but most girls cant handle this in reality. thank god im not one of them.
…realised i only had two to go!
yesterday i realised i only have to sleep with 2 more people then my total will be 100! i thought id check my list as i knew i was getting near and i got with 3 new guys last week. i feel like it needs to be a momentous event. i might do a balloon drop from my ceiling as he cums! ideally the last two would be a 3 some with a guy and a girl, but who knows. i have fucked 94 boys and 4 girls so a boy and and girl would make nice round numbers. or i might pick a target to be 100. either way, its exciting, like nervous exciting, like i think other people must feel about having sex.
…lined up a threesome
so im planning an amazing threesome with this guy i love fucking, number 68. he is pure filth. an the girl is so hot and really dirty. we have already got together a bit too
17.05 Boy 1
i think we should get a 3rd girl involved
what u think
17:05 Me
sure
my flatmates are goin away for 6 weeks an i have the place to myself most of the time
an we can do what we want
17:05 Boy 1
ok
well u know any girls who would wanna join in
17:06 Me
have you spoken to s?
17:06 Boy 1
yeah
17:06 Me
she is back in 2 weeks
i want her
17:06 Boy 1
she wants to do it
17:06 Me
yeah
17:06 Boy 1
im thinking of her wanking me off over ur face
how good will that be
17:07 Me
very good
17:07 Boy 1
both of you on ur knees sharing my cock
17:07 Me
i was just about to say that
17:07 Boy 1
then i will wank off and shoot cum over both ur faces
17:07 Me
yes please
17:08 Boy 1
i cant wait to lick ur pussy
17:08 Me
shall i have it totally bald for you?
17:08 Boy 1
yeah ok
what knickers?
17:11 Me
what do you want?
17:11 Boy 1
something mesh, black very skimpy
17:11 Me
i have the perfect thing
17:11 Boy 1
i want you to look like a slut
17:12 Me
ok
17:12 Boy 1
picturing u now taking my whole cock, your lips in red lipstick
17:12 Me
ok
im wet now thinking about it
17:14 Boy 1
so suggest what u can wear
think slut
17:15 Me
i wanna wear my lace catsuit with just my little black thong on
17:15 Boy 1
we can do that
but lets a have a warm up fuck before the potential foursome
so i want a very short skirt
or dress
17:15 Me
ok
i have a tight black one
17:16 Boy 1
yeah good
17:17 Me
with my tiny black thong and no bra
17:17 Boy 1
yeah!
ok
i wanna soak ur knickers in cum over ur clit
17:18 Me
ok
17:18 Boy 1
i need a wank so bad
17:19 Me
me too
17:20 Boy 1
its gonna be mad!
i cant wait
two girls willing to take m y cum
17:20 Me
yep
an we can eat each others pussies
17:21 Boy 1
yeah!!!
i hope there’s gonna be enough cum to go aorund!!
17:21 Me
yeah you have a lot to live up to!
17:22 Boy 1
well u know i can fuck good
17:22 Me
i know
what else you wanna do with me on weds?
17:23 Boy 1
fist ur cunt
17:23 Me
Good boy
…pissed on a guy
i had gone for a piss at a party at me mates house and this man, 82, id had a 3 some with a couple of weeks before followed me in to the toilet. as i went to sit on the toilet he got his knob out and shoved my head down to suck it. i wasnt really up for it with him as he was a bit old an fat, the dady of the group, but i was too fucked to care so i went along with it. with the distraction i hadnt started to piss yet, but i really needed too. while i was sucking his cock, he bent down and started rubbing my clit an slipping his fingers in my pussy. he stopped for a minute and stood back and i took the opportunity to take a piss. however as soon as i started, he stepped back up and started playing with me again. i didnt really expect this so i tried to stop, but he encouraged me to carry on. pissing with three fingers up your pussy isnt easy, but it certainly felt good. when i had finished he stood me up, bent me over the sink and fucked me from behind. the filthy old man got out his phone and filmed us fucking close up and in the mirror and he came all over my ass. he told me he would delete the video but a few weeks later he told me he wanks over it most nights. so its still out there. and so is my desire to piss on some more men.
…couldnt take it anymore
this blog aint all glamorous stories of what amazing, crazy sex i have had and how it is so totally more than normal. my sex life does and will contain pretty bland and bad experiences, and boring stories. i think they all just add up to a nice un-fantastical and un-romanticised reality. last night, for example. i pulled this total cutie, number 96. probably the youngest guy ive been with, a full 6 years younger than me. i knew it was a bad idea as i was on my period and i get reallllly bad pain an i knew it would be messy. but he was hot, so i took him home. he was so wierd, had a little baby face an a total man body, massive shoulders, 6 pack, massive knob. i would usually LOVE it. but i was pretty scared of him. not sure why. anyway i let him get started and failed to mention i had my period so we were ill prepared. he was pretty good at the hand stuff, an when i blew him, he loved it. when we started fuckin with me on top, it was great, but then he flipped me over an put my ankles over my shoulders an i felt the full size of his knob! i have quite a short pussy and with being on my period i couldnt take it well at all. we did it in loads of positions and he likes to fuck really hard. most of the time i was just writhing about in agony and fucking bleeding everywhere! it was AWFUL. halfway through i had to stop and get a towel to clean up. my best sheets are ruined! an not just like the bottom sheet. alllll of them, all the pillows, duvet, bottom sheet, even the fucking valance!!!!! it went everywhere. oh shit i hope it aint on my decorative cushions! after a while i just gave up. i told him i couldnt take it any more, that his cock was too big. which is always a good thing to say. but obviously i had to finish him off. thank god he had been wearing a condom, so we got the hell mess out the way and i managed to blow him to a pretty mega orgasm apparently. all in all, i didnt get mine, i am still in pain, i bet i have fucking cystitis and turns out i will probably run into him at least once a week. i better do him again soon, so he knows my shitness was a one off!!
…fucked a girl for revenge
i was seeing this guy who i really really really liked. like insanely liked. like if he was in the city center i could smell him, i would know if he was at a club cause like some wierd animal i could pick up his scent for miles around. anyway, this guy had a girlfriend. i knew this and i knew he was a knob with bad taste aswell. so when i used to see him making out with some 16 yr old cubby chav i wasnt surprised. i didnt wanna seem like a crazy, possevive bitch or anything, so i decided to make friends with her. this way i would seem like the bigger person and it would freak him out! and i love making people think i am their friends when actually i am thinking all about how i am shitting on them when we talk! anyway, sidetracked again. i managed to convince her the best way to get back at him fucking us both over was by making out with each other so he could see. the situation was such that this all went on for several weeks, everytime we were all out. i was really not happy with the situation and i really wanted to fuck her over. so for some reason the best way i could think of to do that was, to go to the toilet with her an as soon as we got into a cubicle started making out with her. I moved pretty fast as i knew if she thought about it, she wouldnt be down with it, so after having my hand down her pants and my tongue in her mouth for a few minutes, i pulled her trousers down an got on my knees. i got well in there and licked her pussy and finger fucked her for as long as i could, till she freaked out and said she cant do this and ran out the toilet. i dont think she stopped kissing my boy, but she certainly knew who was boss! erm or maybe i just ate fat teen chav pussy!!!
…got with 4 guys in one night
i was already pretty wasted at the start of my night, at the big club i went to every week back in me home town. i was sat with a big group of chavs doing poppers. not sure why i was with them, definitely didnt know them and do not know why i was on my own. anyway, i obviously got bored/poppers horny, so just picked one of them near me, 26, and took him by the hand and led him into the toilets. we fucked, with me bent over the toilet an when we were done we just went out our separate ways. later that night i was dancing with some girl/fake mate and two topless guys. she told them i was up for anything and would do anything they wanted. they asked me an i were like, sure, yeah. i well fantasised about having two guys hands and mouths on me, giving me all the attention. so they took me to the girls toilets and went into a cubicle. they both got their cocks out an just pushed me down an made me blow them both. we went at this for a while and then as i was blowing one of them, the other got behind me and just tried to shove his cock up my ass. neither of them had even touched me, so i was like, WOAH, what the fuck!? i been doing all the work an you dont even warm me up? no fucking way boys. i was not up for that at all, so i just pulled up my jeans and walked out, leaving them in the girls toilets on their own. i was pretty gutted about this experience so when i bumped into my exs best mate (ex who id been with for 2 years) i told him of my evening so far. i felt id gone a bit too far an needed comfort. which he provided and we made out for a while. at the end of the night i was hanging out with another boy mate who id fucked before and his friend. my mom was away at the time so i took them back to my house for a little party. the guy i had fucked before was too wasted so went to bed, so his mate, 27, an i went outside an somehow did a whole bottle of poppers. we went inside to watch some porn. then i decided to get into it and did a strip show for him. he loved it and we started fucking in the living room, for some reason we kept moving around an did it allll over the downstairs of my house, in the cat basket, in a hamock, which is awesome, in the garden. not sure how it all ended, well apart from the obvious. but all in all, it was a pretty big night!