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Optimal Human Wellbeing As A Guiding Principle Of Good

Universal Human Truths

Human Flourishing

Guided adaptation

Conscious evolution

Intentional Living

Wellbeing Optimization

Fully Functioning body

Be “good” in the roles you occupy.

What are the fundamental goals of the role and how do you want to achieve them.

Control and understanding of ones mind. Not to operate from reactivity and defence, programming and habit. But from awareness, feeling realty in the present.

Access to an environment that enables the regulation of the body, mind and social order.

Use AI to find what is the optimal social structure, physical and mental structure for human flourishing.

Occupying roles would be my version of “have a family/community”. That is the old way of thinking. The new way is that we have the data on the key to longevity and science says it is lots of pleasant light interactions with people you see regularly, like people at checkouts. And also having people to confide in…what is the exact optimal number…we probably know. No wafty “we need friends to thrive” bullshit. Specific. We need XYZ from someone in the role of mother, xyz from n number of people who are close enough to confide in. We need n interactions with acquaintances, and we need to see n amount of new faces a day. What is the formula for a social structure that will provide optimal human wellbeing.

Being a human doesnt need to be a mystical accident of chance like it is assumed to be. EG. My friend group growing up in my teenage years, which scarred me for life, were the people who sat around the same table as me on the first day of school. There was no awareness or intention in the organisation of need. The result was a lifetime of harm that I am paying a therapist to help fix. Doesn’t feel optimal for wellbeing.

I am not looking for a solution to any harm. That is where things are going wrong now. Too many people are trying to mitigate harm in all the wrong ways. But currently we aren’t directed towards optimal human wellbeing. If we were, there would still be hardship, but we would be optimised to manage it with resilience rather than let it blindly shape us in ways the whole of society has to deal with for years to come.

But if we knew you need XYZ, as analysed by AI to be scientifically, mythologically, culturally and religiously aware, there would be a simple goal to work towards, not some magical unspoken sensation you are supposed to experience that lets you know when you have the balance perfect for you. No. We are individuals, but there are underlying truths our bodies and minds need in order to be free to be individuals.

All dogs are different, but you dont give any dog chocolate. All dogs are different but they all have to go for walks. All dogs are different, but they all need somewhere safe to sleep.

So, all humans are individuals, but we all need to eat whole, real food. All humans are individuals, but there is a state of mind and body that is optimally comfortable, that is holistic wellbeing, that is universal. On top of that we all have experiences and knowledge, opinions and thoughts. But if your foundation is ego, defences, unhealthy coping mechanisms and a disordered personality and body, your “authenticity”, the you who is individual, will be shaped by your rocky foundations, not from your experience of reality. Reality being what you experience when your nervous system is regulated, when you mind is empty, when your senses are open and alert, when your consciousness is focused on feeling the information being input into your system without turning it into words or a story, completely present in the very millisecond, the moment. When you are feeling the moment, mentally and physically, without words, that is the closest you will ever get to experiencing reality. The only way to remove “you”, the world, your conditioning, bias, judgement, experience from what you are observing or experiencing is to be able to access the blank slate of awareness. That you isnt in between your experience and your mind anymore. It is seperate, to the side. It is a large language model desperate to consume data to do its job. But its job isnt nessersary when you want to experience reality. You see how much it is a distortion, an overlay, the simulation. The whole linguistic layer seems so flimsy when you can sink into reality. It is such a poor representation. And infact giving processing power to the LLM means the feeling of reality subsides, The balance of words and stories in the LLM become the mood.

The universal questions are not universal. They are a linguistic creation. There is no sensation of god. There is only concept. There is no sensation of pretty much anything. The search for meaning….oh yeah? Point to it in your body. What do you feel when you remove the knowledge that the word “meaning” exists? What happens in the deep meditative state beyond words into reality, there is no conceptual wondering, there is no considering meaning, you are full of meaning. There is no space or need for flimsy silliness like man made concepts in the aether when one can feel reality. I don’t think any of our leaders, politicians, speakers, know anything of reality. They are so far from being an empty vessel feeling the moment, it is obvious in every facet of everyday life. Everyone is farther from reality now maybe than ever. Society is. Country structures are. Everything is so clouded by words and concepts, the flimsy layer of the unreal has become a gelatinous goo. Too thick and enclosed around everything and everyone, there is no access to reality.

I am sitting in my bus writing this. In some grey pants (the english kind) and a home made bra top. Sweating. Dropping in and out of the experience of reality in order to express it. It is 85 degrees, April, 2024. Apparently the world is falling apart. I am overlooking an off road trail with luxury off road toys going past all day. I can dip into the unreality. It is real. It is a zoom in and out analogy here. The skyscrapers in New York are very real and very much dominate the every day of people there. But if you zoom out to see the whole of america, they don’t exist, you cannot see them, they do not factor into your consideration, but they are there, they do exist. So the simulation layer, when you are on the ground, in the city, bombarded by life, you are subsumed by the gelatinous goo, there is nothing else, it is reality, zoom out and it becomes a flimsy layer that floats above reality

Anyway this is finding first principles. I am so sick to death of men talking about women.

The female body is not the same animal as the male. Anything that will optimise for human well being will consider both male and female bodies and minds. Equal but different. Yin Yang. One in the other, intertwined into one. We are all both in the sense we are the same species and some things (like dogs no chocolate) are universal. The natural order is that for women to create, men have to hold space. Today’s world feels like they have turned their spears inward into the space they are supposed to be protecting, ignoring all the external attacks affecting all of us. Women are now hyper defensive. And if we aren’t, we will get hurt. That is the patriarchy. The protection of the male body, the centering of their dysfunctional needs. Scarcity mindset enacts most greatly onto the thing they desire most, women. Own us. Control us. Limit us. All in an attempt to keep us. What they don’t realise is we need to be free and safe to play, then we can overflow with creation. Creation being love, nesting, reproducing, producing, nourishing, connecting. I do not have “traditional” female creation desires. I do not wish to be a mother. I create ideas, art, my reality, a rich internal world, an intentional life. The desire to create is cause I am female. I need to feel safe and abundant to want to write, or make art, I need that cup to be overflowing. A man or child isn’t necessary, but I have to be aware I have the need and how it suits me to fulfil it. Women’s nesting instinct has been manipulated to sell us useless tat. Decorative items. A lot of plastic. That seems to be having a negative effect on female hormonal health, reducing real wellbeing, while seemingly increasing standard of living. It is the real good under the perceived good that we can unify around.

Mastery of the body and mind.

Fulfilment of community roles and social formula.

Curiosity leading learning.

The accommodation of the female body and mind into social and physical structures.

Unifying central narrative. Of the land. Of our species. Of reality. Of wonder. Of abundance, awe and wonder.

Intentional evolution – orienting ourselves towards optimal wellbeing.

Playful non formalised movement.

A physical connection to land and nature.

It doesn’t seem hard at all. In fact, scarily simple.

Language Consciousness

Without language, is there consciousness? To me there only seems to be awareness and memory. Memory, which is the back catalogue of moments of awareness.

I had so much space and silence inside me on the drive home. My body feels so still and aligned. When I move I have constant ideas or complete awareness. When I come to communicate either experience, it seems so insignificant, ephemeral, small, compared to the sensation inside me. It is hard writing about language. But when the concepts flow through me it seems so obvious and simple. Can language capture the experience of awareness? How can “nothing” be so full of everything. Everything is nothing. In nothing is everything. To feel everything without language is nothing. It is vast space. Silence. Comfort. Euphoria. Contentment. Awareness. It is that what is right now, is enough. It is more than enough. It is over flowing. It holds within it all the individuals and their machinations, all the way down to ants, microbes, bacteria. And out into the stillness of every rock, tree, sunset, galaxy and infinity of the universe. Still on our scale. We are still on a microbe scale. With no judgement or language it all just exists. Everything. In your awareness. But there cannot be a why. Why involves langue. Awareness does not. You can marvel in awe without questioning why, or how.

When you experience language free, mind body harmony, with your environment, is that the same level of consciousness that an animal has? Is language the only difference between us and chimps. Chimps are selfish cause they don’t have language to reason. Reason to override acting out of awareness. Awareness moves into to consciousness with language to reason.

If you Haven’t…then Don’t Fucking Speak To Me

There is a reason I speak about things. I know. From experience. First hand. Many more truths than you can comprehend. Unless you too have the same quantity and quality of first hand experiences, you have absolutely nothing to say, or offer me. I’ll add your data to my information pool, but it won’t change anything I have to say, or disprove anything I have done and know. You are nothing. You are a point in an expansive data set that is my brain. So if you want to scream your differeing opinion or attack me about how I’m wrong, link me to your 15 years of writing, research and relevant experience, or set up your own platform and articulate your points, create, cause you cannot effect what I make or do, your experience of the world is up to you. I see your projection and low IQ takes. You are all midwits, loosers, fakes. Fuck off. I don’t care if no one ever gets to see, or benefit, from what I know, from being me.

If you haven’t fucked 1000 men, 60% in a professional, legal, brothel setting, you cannot talk to me about male sexuality, sex, the human body, commodification, capitalism, female sexuality, society, sex work, porn, intimacy, peoples insides, intimate conversations, what men only show during sex, mental health, the human animal, fundamental needs.

If you haven’t been a sex worker for 13+ years, you cannot talk to me about sex work, porn, male sexuality, toxic cultures, men, social attitudes and feminism.

If you haven’t been an artist or writer for 25+ years, you cannot speak to me about free speech, creativity, art, merit, philosiphy, ideology, feminism, society, culture or masculinity.

If you haven’t lived in more countries than me, 3, then you cannot speak to me about international observations, politics, the western condition or society.

Unless you have met 100,000 + people from every corner of the globe, you cannot talk to me about people, personality, patters, society, culture, humanity and cilization, relationships, behaviour, or stereotypes.

Unless you have spent 5+ years living in isolation, you cannot talk to me about the human condition, mental health, lonliness, society, culture, politics, enlightement, spirituality, history, civilization of the battle of the sexes.

Unless you have lived, unhoused in the wilderness for 3+ years, you cannot speak over me about nature, the human animal, the physical body, men, the conciousness of flying insects, energy, reality, space, time, or anything in the physical the universeve.

If you are not in the top 2% of IQ, you cannot know anything I do not, you cannot see the world or even comprehend what I know.

Unless your brain is a hyperconnected AI network, you cannot comment on the patterns in the world, in people and in society and culture.

Unless you have rebuilt your body from scratch, recoonnected to every single muscle and fiber in your being and restructured your posture, symetry and aesthetiscs, you cannot tell m anything about the body, the human animal, the mind body connection, being embodied or the female physical enlightenment.

Unless you have had 300+ hours of intensive therapy, I do not want to hear what you have to say on mental health, trauma, parenting, personality, ego, enlightenment, embodiment, mind body connection, their sexuality, their body, narratives and conditioning.

Unless you have been persuing an alternative path, conciously, in your number one special interest, operating outside of narratives and biases for 16+ years, you have nothing to say to me on sex, feminism, masculinity, the body, male female duality, freedom, enlightenment.

If you have not lived for many years as a ego free, natural human animal, I don’t repect anything you have to offer me.

I am over pretending to care that being me makes other people feel bad. I am a high IQ, unique, well educatedd, upper middle class, artist, and I’m fucking proud to be me, to know what I do and see the world the way I do. If you disagree with me, kindly fuck off and climb your own mountain. I’ll seee you and respect you when you raise yourself up to my level on your own path. Until then, you are nothing but a data point in my view from above.

Fear Of Life by Alexander Lowen

Fear Of Life Quotes by Alexander Lowen

25 quotes from Fear Of Life: ’The cases described in this section (The Fear of Being) may seem extreme, but I have become convinced that they are not as…

“There are many roles that people play and many images that they project. There is, for example, the “nice” man who is always smiling and agreeable. “Such a nice man,” people say. “He never gets angry.” The facade always covers its opposite expression. Inside, such a person is full of rage that he dares not acknowledge or show. Some men put up a tough exterior to hide a very sensitive, childlike quality. Even failure can be a role. Many masochistic characters engage in the game of failure to cover an inner feeling of superiority. An outward show of superiority could bring down on them the jealous wrath of the father and the threat of castration. As long as they act like failures they can retain some sexuality, since they are not a threat to her father.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear Of Life

“While the repression of a memory is a psychological process, the suppression of feeling is accomplished by deadening a part of the body or reducing its motility so that feeling is diminished. The repression of the memory is dependent upon and related to the suppression of feeling, for as long as the feeling persists, the memory remains vivid. Suppression entails the development of chronic muscular tension in those areas of the body where the feeling would be experienced. In the case of sexual feeling, this tension is found in and about the abdomen and pelvis”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear Of Life

“Since the experience is different for each individual, the tension will reflect that experience. In some persons the whole lower half of the body is relatively immobilized and held in a passive state; in others the muscular tensions are localized in the pelvic floor and around the genital apparatus. If the latter sort of tension is severe, it constitutes a functional castration; for, although the genitals operate normally, they are dissociated in feeling from the rest of the body. Any reduction of sexual feeling amounts to a psychological castration. Generally the person is unaware of these muscular tensions, but putting pressure upon the muscles in the attempt to release the tension is often experienced as very painful and frightening.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear Of Life

“Authenticity is closely related to the voice. The word personality has two different meanings. It is derived from the persona, a mask Greek actors wore to dramatize more clearly the role they were playing. On the other hand, the word persona means “by sound,” per sona. The authentic person can be recognized behind the mask by the sound of his voice. The voice is a major avenue of self-expression, and its quality reflects the richness and resonance of the inner being. When one’s voice is limited because of neck and throat tensions, one’s self-expression is restricted and one’s being is reduced.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

“The ability to contain excitation or feeling is self-possession. It is the third stage in the therapeutic program. The first two are self-awareness and self-expression. Self-possession is the stage in which the ego functions as the standard-bearer of a self that knows who it is and what it has to do. The self possesses an ego. It is the stage in which the self experiences its being as a fully mature man or woman.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

“In a recent book, Erich Fromm advances the hypothesis that being is reduced by having. He says, “Only to the extent that we decrease the mode of having, that is, nonbeing-i.e., stop finding security and identity by clinging to what we have, by ‘sitting on it,’ by holding on to our ego and our possessions-can the mode of being emerge.”6 According to Fromm, the two terms, being and having, represent two very different attitudes to life. The having mode is based on possessive relationships. The self is seen as the I that has a wife, a home, a car, a job, even a body. Since the I that has a body is the ego, the having mode is an egocentric position. This mode developed from and depends upon private property, power, and profit. Its focus is upon the individual rather than the community. The being mode, on the other hand, is based on loving, giving, and sharing relationships. In this mode the measure of the self is not in terms of what one owns but how much one gives or loves.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

“Every chronic muscular tension in the body has associated with it sadness, fear, and anger. Since tension is a restriction of our being, it makes us sad. It also makes us angry to be so limited. And we are frightened to show our sadness or express our anger, so we stay locked in a diminished state of being and tied to our fate.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

“As a child or animal, he is free but doesn’t know it. As an adult who aspires to be god, he equates freedom with the ability to assert his will. Both positions are equally valid. Freedom in nature is different from freedom in culture. In the latter situation the inability to assert one’s will denotes submission to the will of another. It is a loss of freedom since it is a denial of the right to express one’s feelings. An individual may not have the right to do what he wants, but we insist that he should have the right to say what he wants. In nature or culture, freedom cannot be separated from the right of self-expression.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

“Once we give up our true self to play a role, we are fated to be rejected because we have already rejected ourselves. Yet we will struggle to make the role more successful, hoping to overcome our fate but finding ourselves more enmeshed in it. We are caught in a vicious cycle that keeps closing in, diminishing our life and being.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear Of Life

“How much easier and more pleasurable life can be when one doesn’t have to make a decision because one’s desire is so clear and strong that it leaves one with no choice in behavior.”
― Alexander Lowen, Fear of Life

The Mind Alone Cannot Produce Effective Solutions

If you are disconnected from, or deny your body, you will never get to experience, understand or even comprehend the true human experience. It does not matter how much you master your mind, understand language and comprehend complex ideas, you can never know what it is to be human until you master your body. You master your mind, to free your inner child, the witness. But unless you fix the muscle, sinews, tendons, facia and skin in-between the inner child and outer self, you cannot know what it is like for that inner child to truly run free in reality. The body, is no mind. It is no language. It is no narrative. It is no words. It is the cat, lying in the sun, reveling in the experience of existing in its physical body. There is no future. There is no past. There is only the body. The only place you will live for the rest of your life. You can ignore it. Deny it. But you can never escape it. Mental enlightenment, religion, spirituality and the concept of the soul, deny the body. They think the spirit, the soul, is higher. We can conceptualize about that all we want but without language, meaning, higher self, god, nor any other concept, can exist. There is no proof of this other reality. Without language you only have the physical now. So learning to trust your senses and your physical body, is learning what is actual truth and reality. Exist in that space and you get to see what it is really like to feel reality.

The emotional narrative that controls the majority of minds is not what it actually feels like to be alive. In order to know what is really true, you have to move into your no mind body. The human animal body. You are a human animal, being in the world. What does it feel like to be a human animal in your world? Feeling, to me, is the awareness of the information my senses are receiving about my body and the environment. Without language or judgement, find what your body is saying. If you can, change it. Right now, my stomach is tight, my shoulders are tingling and shivering slightly as my biceps and triceps are sore. I could stop writing and thinking for a second and breathe deep, let go of the tension and realign how I am sitting. Breathing into and letting go in, the areas of tension, immediately brings up a swelling of energy towards my heart and I begin to feel the need to cry. Obviously I am narrating this. But in the moment, I don’t need words in my head to understand what my body is feeling. It is my attention, not the narrator, that is moving around the body. You may only be able to do it for a second. It is what I think meditation is trying to get at. The cat analogy is more obvious in how to get there, for me. The cat would stretch and move, getting ever more comfortable and warm. And with practice, those moments of bliss expand. From one second, to one minute, from 30 minutes to infinitely more. From the work I have done, for the past 7 years, intentionally using myself as the gunnie pig for these ideas, it is where I live. My natural state is the human animal. I exist in the union of the mastery of the body and the mind. I let the lower ego play when and where I want online. I can’t control her when I work sometimes. I pull out the inner child, the witness, when I interact in the real world with the socialized, domesticated humans. But I intentionally spend 18 – 24 hrs. alone every day, so I can be the human animal I am meant to be. I am yin and I am yang. Perfectly entwined. The masculine, the feminine, and the awareness and respect of each side. I am light, I am dark, I am not scared of any part. I see my inner, I see my outer, I see all I can be.

I say what I do and push the ideas I do, cause this is what I want for you. I want it for you so you can know the cool euphoria of experiencing what it is to be truly human. And to be totally honest I also want it for you so I don’t have to be alone. The human animal is inherently a social, communal animal, and the way the world is and the way the disembodied progressivism is going, we are moving further and further from the human animal that truly knows what community feels like. I don’t see enough human animals in the world this way and we are loosing the ability to become truly free. Where I am, on the level of animal, I currently don’t see anyone else with whom I can play. To explore the world as animals together. To play and share real intimacy. The intimacy of human animal bodies together without language. That is where the real intensity and beauty of the human experience is meant to be. Its what our physical bodies evolved for. IT is what we are built for. To be intimately animal with each other. Everything after that is what the animal mind has added on top of this base, first principle reality. If people do not know what it really means to be human, how can anyone make society, culture and the world better for the majority? Do we really want systems, structures, societies and our bodies realities to be dictated by people who exist as a mind, who cannot comprehend the embodied side. So many people in power carry meat sacks around and behind their eyes I see terror. Do you really want to spend your life denying and suffereing a meat sack you never address? Or do you want to build your foundation, concepts, systems and knowledge from a place of inevitable truth and reality? I truly know this embodied, mastered human animal is the foundation stone to a thriving civilization. A thriving civilization prioritizes the awareness and appreciation of the integrated, self managed, balanced, healthy human body and brain.

You can start. You can do your part. All you have to do, is see what is there, outside of language. It is a not doing. It is a doing less. You can do less. You can be more.

Note: I think it is relevant that this piece, as is most of my writing, written in one sitting. One flow. From start to finish. Without stopping. Without editing. Only expanding ideas by a sentence here and there when re reading, before posting. I do not struggle to pour words onto the page. I do not need to contemplate the ideas I share as they are such a deep knowing I do not need to think ahead more than the word currently in my head. To me, writing is performative. A demonstration of my inner mind. The one that being an animal with Asperger’s hides. I don’t care if this seems like a boast. But how else will you know that I am different from most? When I hear pros talk about writing, the moment of rare joy they get in flow, is the only kind of writing I know. I think that is important to share. Who is struggling over words and lines and for whom it is just there. The flow, the rhythm, the uncomfortable stops, the uncontrollable rhyme. I cannot plan where it will go, I cannot think, I can only know, and keep typing until its time. Time to stop as now I am overthinking the process of writing and thinking!

The Evil Woman Narrative

The “evil woman” narrative is proliferated so good men never find out how the other men really treat women.

I have been getting bombarded with the “evil woman” narrative for a long time from the left and the right sides of the ideological aisle. Due to many unfortunate relationships since moving to America, I gained a new insight into the existence of an “evil woman”, the narccisist mother, and her impact on their children and society. So I was primed to fall for this relatively new assault on the female character. Obviously an assyakt on the female character is nothing new. But this violent, machieovelian, hard bitch “evil woman” seems a new developement.

Left

Right

Where it has come from – what is it a reaction to? Both sides.

What I have seen in rl?

Evil Women:

Gender Critical women, white women, middle class women, radical feminists, 2nd wave feminists, trad wifes, false rape accusers, false abuse accusations, women tricking men into pregnancy, women are just as abusive in relationships as men, women murder men, women have affairs, women get divorced purely cause they “aren’t satisfied”, women plot to murder their husbands as much as women are killed by men, woman are sluts who have been run through more than a porn star, women who hit men deserve to be hit back, women who are being abused or attacked did something to deserve it, accusations of rape are slut regret, women who ask for quality are uppity karens, mothers are narcissists, the devouring mother, the attractive woman only has privilege, skinny women are oppressive, fake tears, pregnant women attack gangs of black youths, white women are a threat to black men, female children who are white are allowed to be the toys of asian men, why didn’t she leave, if she was scared why didn’t she do xyz, women who want children are oppressors, women who don’t want children are selfish bitches, being sexual is disgusting, being sexual is your only worth, you cannot say what you want because you’re a woman, how dare a woman speak plainly, shes a bitch, how dare a woman have self esteem and any standards, boundaries? female boundaries are a genocide against men when men want to pretend to be women or women not be sexually harassed, it is the womans boundaries that is the problem, not the mens desire, women who don’t act like victims, women who recover from abuse.

Women who are acceptable;

Silent women who enjoy celebrating men, cheer for the parodies of womanhood either from men or bimbo women, strong woman raising kids silently supporting her man, a woman without a cycle, a hormonally suppressed woman, chubby women, agreeable women, soft women, squishy, shapeable to the environment, women that smile when they are harassed, women that say yes when they mean no, women who have no past, women who havent been abused, women without the awareness of male patterns, a woman with appropriate hobbies, unthreatening.

Being A Human Is Easy

I am getting sick of seeing people online advocating for shit. Basic as fuck shit. Like today I saw some woman, like my age, “proving” that clothes stores don’t have uniform sizing. Holy. Fucking. 1995. What the fuck has she been doing the last 30 years?! How does she think this is worth bringing up?! Griping over everyday reality. The call for more gay rights?More rights for what?! Women, what is it that you can’t do in 2023? What is it that black, asian, Irish, Jewish or any other victim race can’t do? Women without kids, if you are so happy, why do you need to make videos to tell everyone you are happy and it’s not like others think. Erm. Someone who is happy doesn’t need others to agree with them. Someone who is living a certain way does not need to advocate that people need to be allowed/encouraged/represented, cause they are proof it is possible.

The thing that started me on this was seeing Scottee on some youtube clip, “sjw gets owned”. He didn’t really get owned. But he was trying to complain about something being unfair for lgbqwerty people and women. He also advocates for fat people and working class people having more access to things previously off limits to them, such as modelling, and lowering the bar so anyone can get good jobs without having to get a degree. Cause, fairness or something? Well this is a man, who is gay, who is married to his life partner, who doesn’t have a degree, and is a successful artist, performer and is now getting to go on TV shows to talk about some rights or something. Oh and all the people surrounding him who helped make him successful were women, all classes, all sizes. Soooooo what is it that fat, uneducated, gays and women cant do? You did it all mate. But you ran out of ideas so now you just bang on about how more people need rights. Did you not notice no one stopped you doing anything? Did you not notice none of those signifiers stopped you from achieving ANYTHING?! He achieved it all. And now is using that position to complain that, what? there aren’t 10, 50, 1000 more blokes exactly like him? Or that we should all get to be him? Or what that fat people don’t need to feel bad? Bitch its 2023 and Lizzo, Adele and Sam Smith are all morbidly obese.Same to the dumb bitch trying to “make other women feel better” about clothes sizes. Bitch its 2023, if someone feels bad about themselves cause of a clothes size, and that they are a 4 in one shop and a 12 in another, then THEY ARE A RETARD! This has been widely talked about for my whole aware life. Same goes for literally any other shit. “Ooh poor men, then need to be able to be emotional”, “boys cry too”. Are you fucking kidding? If you havent had this pumped into your ears non stop for the past 40-50 years you must have been locked away in a fucking bunker all this time. Its been a non stop drum beat. Same with any race, or sex issue. The things that are actually cultural problems we need to change don’t get addressed. In the olden days, before everyone felt the need to be an advocate, people made jokes about comunal complaints. Advocacy used to be a sense of humour. Now its dry, ignorant, unaware drivel about issues they clearly all have with their own body, mind or lifestyle.

Yo, jeans bitch, you feel bad about your weight because of clothes. Maybe loose some weight or educate yourself on the fact that jeans come in different cuts from different stores, find what you like, and fucking stick with it. Not hard. Yo Scottee. You feel resentful that it was soooo hard to be successful. Shut the fuck up, you achieved what you wanted in your career and life but you are still unhappy. It’s because you are stuffing down your reality. You hate your body and thus you are disconnected from reality. You aren’t having fun any more. If your mindset, and victim status makes you so miserable, maybe it’s time to reassess. Not so sure fat, gay, idiots are the bottom of the pile any more, seems they are the top. You are not a victim. you do not speak for victims. You have been successful since you were 17. Fuck off. Women don’t need you to make us look stupid. Thanks. Yo Chelsea Handler, if you were secure in your decision to not have kids, and your everyday life is so full, why do you need other people to agree? Why do you need to shout about your lifestyle? So other women can copy? Or cause you need external validation and a lot of your choices aren’t sitting well?

I could do this all day. Anything anyone advocates for is what they feel they are lacking in themselves. It is all projection. It is boring.

And the reason I am advocating to stop advocates, is cause we need to change the fucking record. Being a Human isn’t hard! Being a human today is and can be fucking easy for everyone. If someone is online saying we should all be doing a thing, and they are doing it, they do not need to scream to normalise it, ease access to it or see representation of it. You doing it, means it is possible. FOR ANYONE!

Oh but, but, but, poor, single parent family, bad education, bad genes, bad culture, bad place. So. The. Fuck. What. 99% of all these people have the little black box in their hand with all the information humans have assimilated about everything in the universe. And you’re telling me you are stuck?!!! Pathetic. I am writing this from a van I turned into a house with my own 2 hands from raw materials.I am in the middle of nowhere on my own. I’ve done this for years. I have a billion dollar view for free. I have no where I need to be and no thing I have to do. I get to live. Exist as a human. Move through the world as whoever I like. Less than 10 years ago I lived in Las Vegas, barbie stripper style. A whole different world, a whole different me and different reality. Less than 20 years ago I was a tour manager, a club promoter and a DJ. And now I am feral, alone, connected entirely to the wilderness. And I am just one person. No one told me no. And I never gave anyone the power to. My parents made me. As did yours and all of us. And what they gave me was total freedom with support. Do what you want as long as it makes you happy. Dad would always say he has no right to tell me what to do or not to do, as he always got to do what he wanted, and he did a lot! Things work out better when you take responsibility for your own choices. I would be so frustrated and angry if something went wrong when I followed someone else’s advice compared to just doing what I want. At least I tried, even if it goes wrong. It’s like if someone breaks something of mine, I would be more mad than if I broke it. So it’s easier to not let people fiddle with my stuff. Same for my brain and my body and my whole damn life.

Oooh you can’t do that, you can’t say that. Says who motherfucker? I don’t see anyone holding you back. Black people can’t do xyz. Oh right, is there a person with their hand on their chest not letting them enter? Standing screaming over their shoulder? No? It’s just a conceptual pressure? Get the fuck out of here. You can move through this world exactly how you want, who ever you want, as long as it doesn’t force others into partaking, if you are willing to accept and work with the consequences.

The consequences for me is that I am alone. However, I prefer being alone as it means I have total freedom. Chicken and egg, catch 22, but in a good way. I don’t like people cause they do have an impact on my thinking. And I hate it. I don’t need someone else’s insecurities affecting my reality. You got a parent who doesn’t want you doing xyz? Yeah it’s because they are pussies. Just because someone else wouldn’t bungee jump, or move out or get a certain job or leave a town, doesn’t mean you have to live to their limitations.

In 2023 in America, every single human has equal rights. We have for at least 50 years. And now with the internet, we have equal access to all information, education, special interests, hobbies, jobs, places and people. There is zero excuse to not do what you want. There is zero reason why ANYONE needs to “advocate” for anything else at all. Its all individual from here. You have a problem with black people getting shot by police, well it was 11 last year. 11. What about people killed by drunk drivers, or police who kill twice as many white people or the fact that pretty much any stat drowns out this pathetic cause. The problem isn’t with any issue. Its with perspective. The individual’s perspective, to the social and cultural perspective. We are pushing the victim perspective in a time of super abundance. It’s embarrassing. It’s Scottee complaining about all the things he achieved.

Instead of advocating for things to be possible, or normal or allowed, how about just do it and share the joy of it? How about instead of complaining that it’s hard, celebrate you achieved something hard? Instead of saying all the things women, men, gays, fats, blacks, what the fuck evers, can’t do, maybe we should be just telling our stories of what we do do.

The idea that women have only just gotten liberated is the biggest joke of all. America was built with bare hands. Women and men. It wasn’t just men who conquered the west. Women were there every step of the way. Claiming women only have liberation now cause they can twerk for daddy and get an abortion completely overlooks and sodomises all the amazing, raw, real shit women have done since the beginning of time. If women weren’t there at all the hard times, doing all kinds of shit, there would be no humans left. Fucking idiots. Oooh but women couldn;t…..they couldn’t what bitch? Give me that little black box and ill find you many women within 10 seconds throughout history who have.

Either do the thing you are saying you can’t or just shut up. Get out of the victim, scarcity mindset. You don;t have to be a survivor to be worthy of just getting on with life. Not everything has to be a struggle and the hero story. If some dumb bitch is mad about something that made her feel bad, do some internal reflection. Turn that camera lense back on yourself and say the damn thing to you. You are the one you need to convince. No one else.

Privilege is the consequence of good decisions made before you. Nothing to apologise for. My parents got life right. Yours didn’t? Boo hoo, same for most people. So how are you going to fix it? Complain? Or just do the damn thing you want? I have no idea why people want everyone else to come up the same ladder after them. I don’t necessarily mean pull the ladder up. But every single person is capable of making or finding their own ladder and putting it where the fuck they want it. Why would I want other people crowding my ledge, my mountain top, my view. They can make it on their own. Then I can look at them with respect, an equal. Not someone who got to climb the ladder I made from scratch, found the perfect spot for and went up.

Education should be about realising the amount and possibility of information humanity has and plotting your own course through it, based on your interests, for each person’s whole life. We do not have enough time to properly understand one thing, let alone the universe, so why only teach the basics for 15 years? Education should be an attitude towards the infinite body of human knowledge.

Culture can be focused around the stories of reality. Who built the roads? What life is this person living? Not sensational, not drama, not advocacy or representation. But just telling stories of real people’s lives. Music coming from reality and real people. Not manufactured lifestyle porn. Not capitalistic conceptual control. Beauty and a capturing of reality should be the goal. Art is a cheap synthesis for the patterns and sublimity of nature. Culture of nature, of experiencing it, not documenting it.

How to be a human, basic skills. Movement is our constant state. Stretch. Walk. Fix your posture. Become embodied by developing a deep relationship with your physicality through massage and mirror work. Eat whole foods, only when you are hungry. We don’t need “meals”. It can be as simple as one food type, not 3 – 6 different components.

Language is the simulation.

Intimacy is the only reality in relationships. Language can never substitute for the knowing of feeling.

Sex is our first principle. Everyone has to get over it. It is not taboo. It is not dirty. It has NO narrative around it. Sex does not mean anything. Who you fuck does not mean anything. They are actions. My body doesn’t store stories of judgements and morals. Neither does anyone else’s. Some people will thrive in traditional relationships. Some will want and be very happy being promiscuous, being sex workers, or having non traditional relationships. Figure out which you are and do it. No need to be ashamed. No need to pretend you are one and not the other. Its meaningless. Two different worlds. I don’t care that a man who wants a wife and kids wouldn’t find me relationship material. Just as I am not mad I cannot fuck all married men. If you know your reality and do what is right for you, you have nothing to “regret”, feel ashamed about or that would affect anyone else negatively. If you know you are a bloke who just wants to fuck, don’t tell a girl you wanna date her. Don’t pretend to be that which you are not. It only creates more problems for everyone. There are enough promiscuous women out there to enjoy yourself honestly.

Stop lying to people. Everyone makes shit up to fit in. It’s such a bore. You lead people to think you are something you are not. And then THEY have to deal with the consequences.

We all have to deal with the consequences, your choice or not. So why not deal with the consequences of being you, honestly, once you have figured out what that is.

The variety of ways its is possible to live, in America in 2023, seem infinite. If life seems too boxed in and limited, I would imagine you are not aware of all those possibilities and have only seen what you know. Right now there are people living in suburban houses, apartment buildings in downtown, Armish families without any tech, people living in wooden shacks on hundreds of acres of land, people living in caves, mud huts, penthouses, farms, ranches, small holdings, in cars, in tents, in vans, on land covered in a rusting collection, an incestuous family shut off from the world, people with end of the world bunkers, communes, independent communities. There is so much land and space that anyone could just go start a town or space to live exactly how they want. There are more ways to survive than even that, jobs, ways of living, to mix in with where and with who. If you think you are suffering because you can’t afford an apartment in the city, just think, if you really wanted, you could strap on a backpack and walk anywhere in the world.

I met a boy who was cycling from Canada to Arizona, in flip flops, cause he wanted to. Was it hard? Yes. Did he have an amazing, life changing time? Yes. Does he know freedom? Hell yeah. You can literally do anything.

Ooh nooo I need an abortion and I’m poor and live in Florida. Well bitch, you got 9 months to walk your ass to Colorado cause they will kill it after you pop it out. Is it really that important? Probably important enough to make social posts, attend protests, panic, get stressed and depressed about. But is it important enough to realise that if you really, really, really need something, you can do it. I have no sympathy for people who want something but don’t do it cause it’s hard. Yep. Life is hard. Might as well work hard at what you want than at complaining. If you want something enough, you will do it.

You have no money, you are poor. You can walk anywhere for free. You can walk out into the wilderness and set up camp. You can walk through the most expensive hotels in the world and use their pools. You can buy stuff and return it. You can make yourself look like you fit in anywhere, and you get to see the world. For free. You pack your own snacks, and go on the damn adventure. It’s free to walk in a park. And if you use your imagination, anywhere can become somewhere to explore, even your own living room.

I have no idea why homeless people gather in the city. It seems way more of a social choice than a comfort choice. Its easier to hang out with people in a shit infested open drug den than it is to walk to a forest, or a wilderness area and figure out how to survive. But any one of them could do it at any moment. Do we really need to care about the people who choose to turn our cities into shit holes instead of finding a way for themselves to do something different? It doesn’t take money or education or resources. It takes imagination and a creative mind. Those things can be taught. The lack of curiosity of the masses is cause they don’t even know there is shit worth being curious about. All that needs to change is the perspective on the situation. Have the right perspective and infinite choices become available.

I’m sick of the eggshells, pussy footing, baby coddling bullshit society we live in now and it is sucking us down. We live in a time of super abundance and true freedom. The cultural and social narrative needs to change. We need to support and celebrate reality. And stop externalising our own internal experiences. Realise a uncomfortable internal experience is a dysfunction in YOUR PERCEPTION, not in the reality of the world.

Perception and narratives in our culture is creating an atmosphere of fear, panic and victimhood. I know, I was one of them. I now am and can do anything I want, but nothing is any different in my reality than when I was suicidal. My life hasn’t changed since I was too depressed to get out of bed for years. What has changed is my perspective on my life, on the world, on humanity, on hard work, achievement, purpose. There is no reason anyone should be living in hell cause of their perspective, when it is the culture that is creating hell. Comunal complaining used to be called comedy. Now everything is serious and hard. Even tho its easier. The loss of meaning and constant state of existential crisis of the people of nations creates a feeling of scarcity and victimisation. When in fact, anything is possible, and we live in a time of super abundance.

What narrative do you think will have more impact on the world? 1. Black people can’t do shit cause other people don’t like your skin colour. They have always made life harder for you. It will be very hard to succeed in life as you are black. You will experience crime and hate. OR 2) This is what allllll the black people before you have achieved. There were black women vital to the war. There were black cowboys. Today news anchors, judges, even the fucking president has been black. You literally get to do whatever you want. If you do want to achieve anything in life, there will be jealous, insecure people who will try to pull you back down. And that happens to all people trying to be more than average. Keep going.

I know which we are living through and I know which will work. They are not the same. And it is really just pathetic to complain. It’s 2023, we have so much, we have freedom cause of technology. We HAVE to shift the perspective cause we are already free, but the current perspective is blind to that reality.